[neri]

"I'm old, Gandalf. I know I don't look it, but I'm beginning to feel it in my heart. I feel thin, sort of stretched, like butter scraped over too much bread."

You know that feeling? I think I do, eventhough I'm actually quite young. I'm tired, I feel like I don't belong, that I'm not supposed to be here anymore...



Maybe I should just speak in quotes, I can't seem to find my own words anymore. Or maybe there are none left.

neri, i'm sorry that you feel like you aren't needed....i hope you don't think that about PC. i have always read your posts and tried to respond. i care. xoxox pat

[neri]

not that i'd felt needed, but that's not what i said..

thank you anyway

not wanted. ....pat

[neri]

i didn't mean it like that...

[neri]

[quality_worms]

Yes yes, I like that quote a lot, and I think I know exactly what you mean.

((((((neri))))))

edited to add: And! You have the same birthday as me. I hope you're not trying to steal my identity, because I don't think you'd like it very much.

[NICO]

i know the feelin of not belong in and cheatin fate, i had it not long ago. i found with a little bit of faith and alot of patience you can feel good and forget those feelins. whose to say who belongs here??

[neri]

I think maybe faith has forgotten me. Everybody else does. Feels like I'm always reminding people that I exist. It's like I was invisible. It has to mean something.