[happy_bunny]

People i love are leaving me without answers, my mother is ignoring me and my dad could care less of what is going on with me, i feel as if i have no one to care for me, i feel so alone.

[dottie]

Hello!!! Lonliness is such an unwelcome visiter. Agree?

[jmo531]

Lonliness is the worst feeling I think I have ever felt. To feel truely alone in the world. There is nothing worse.

I am sorry your feeling this way.

[happy_bunny]

I'm supposet to see my mom on the 14th of Aug. after going to New Orlands from the 8th-11th but when i see my mom how am i suppost to come out, cause i get scared.

[happy_bunny]

I have this darkness forming in me quickly, i'm scared and confused at the same time, how am i supposed to open up to my mom, how should i start off, i can't do it, i'm to scared to talk to her. What if she doesn't listen to me. Please help.

[LadyDragus]

sweetie the darkness is just a from of your deperssion brought on by your bi-piloar..

if you hvae been digonosed with It I agree with Ozzie go see a counsler or a therpist something..
You need to be able to speak with someone..
Suerley your mom or dad can help you with that.
I know parents can seem like they are ingoring you when they really are not.. They are just busy, just please do be safe..
Talk to us..

Keep us posted and talk to someone anyone..

we have a great wealth of information on bi-polar dont we on the fourms..

Look around see niche and hook into it, talk to others who have it.. see if they can help..

I have friends who have it, and everything you are saying sounds just like they did before they got on meds, and started counsling to get the help they needed.

We do care, you are not alone anymore ok.

Lady D.

[MrBear]

You sound like a young person with parent troubles. I am a lonely parent with grown-child problems.I don't believe in therapists. If you want to communicate, I will help you any way I can. Maybe if I know more I can help you understand

[happy_bunny]

I went to a doctor for my problems, but she needed my legal gardians permission to do what she is going to do (the reason for that cause i threatend suicide befor), so now i'm waiting for my mom to fax a permission form to her. But now when i go home on the 14th what will i do if she starts asking questions about this, i dont know what to do.

[igiveup]

Try telling her. I have a teenage daughter and it's hard to get her to talk to me. When she does, I can help. Try it, it might work.

[igiveup]

I am beginning to think that if one more thing goes wrong around me, I will lose my mind. What little I have left. Any suggestions?

[happy_bunny]

Ok one thing is i am the teeange daughter here so i can't do that.

[Miss_A]

I understand that also, though igiveup was only trying to help. Any way try writing a letter to her and put it someone where she can find it only. That way you can tell her how you feel with out being questioned all the time. Please don't do anything stupid. You have came to the right place to get support. But it's only you who can choose for now. So pm me whenever you want to.

[happy_bunny]

I'll try this but there is not really a place were she will only find it cause her bf looks everywere she does and i dont want him to read it(cause he reads everything that i write, pisses me off,) but i'll still give it a try, thank you.

[happy_bunny]

I just got back from New Orleans yesterday, and i thought i would be happy to be back, and be happy to go home on the 14th, but i'm not. I feel like something has been taken out off me or that something is missing, i mean that i can't wait to start school and see my friends, but i just dont want to see my mom, for some reason that thought brings me down, i don't want to see her and i dont know why.

[happy_bunny]

I'm going home today(SA,TX), and i'm scared of what my mom will do(cause of the whole DR thing), what if she ask questions of why i went, i dont know what to say, i never talk to her about who i feel or why i do things, what should i do?

[happy_bunny]

Tomarrow i'm starting school, i'm not ready to be around people or my so called friends, not while in in this stage. Please help me get confadence.

[shadowdancer]

((((((((((happybunny))))))))))))

it's gonna be ok. just take a few deep breaths and write down some good things. write down how it would go if you could get your ideal day. make it as fanciful as you like. then just hope for the best. feel free to Pm me if you need to talk.

-shadow

[happy_bunny]

My lonelyness has taken apart of me once again but this time i can trust the people around me. It seems no one cares if i live or not, people tell me they care but i cant believe them.

[happy_bunny]

I've made a mistake on the last post, i really dont trust people, it's hard for me to, but i also feel that no one cares about me, not even my family. Once again, my lonelyness is back, but i've notice it never left me, it's been there waiting to take control.