[HellGirl007]

i'm totally and completly depressed since God knows when and all day i have to pretend that i´m okay cause my parents are way to wierd about that topic. all day they force me to smile and be cheerfull, my school is hell itself so i have to act like i´m the happiest person in the world cause all my teachers and classmates are too snitchy and try taking all the truth if they see you a little bit sad. i´m not allowed to cry, and i´m in the middle of all kind of relationship problems. theres a guy who flirt with me all days and i hate him. he is always saying that he loves me and he wants me to change, to be happier and to not think in suicide and stuff like that, to go to church he even says. all my "friends" are the worst persons on earth and they stucked me in the middle of their problems. my family doesn't want to understand what i´m going through...
i need comfort...

[online user]

Sorry you are having a rough time of things. Sounds like you are coping well on the surface. Maybe you can write out what's bothering you in a journal. Is there a school counselor to whom you can talk? That might be good for you too.

Bottled up feelings eventually come out, and sometimes not in an attractive way. So do try to find a release for them.

And take care of yourself, for YOU! An old trick I learned from a self-help tape was to plant a kiss on two fingers, then wipe it gently on your cheek. Tell yourself, "I'm okay, I'll get through this." It really does help! You can be your own best friend and look out for yourself. And do keep writing in here when you are down. We'll send you a kind word, too! Sending you a hug!

[disguise123]

sorry ur having such a hard time, im glad u can express urself here.
(((hugs to you)))
Can you seek out more like minded friends? Real friends who bring some joy to your life?
Can u see yourself distancing yourself from all those people dragging u into there dramas??