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Old Feb 17, 2011, 06:22 AM
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Feel totally alone. Feel worthless.

Wondering if anything will ever change...

I hate to wish for death, but I have to admit i'm pretty close to it.

Better death than 40 more years of this...

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Old Feb 17, 2011, 06:37 AM
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Feel totally alone. Feel worthless.

Wondering if anything will ever change...

I hate to wish for death, but I have to admit i'm pretty close to it.

Better death than 40 more years of this...
I send you and .

As an alternative thought I offer you: "Had 40 years of this, now on to the good stuff". I hope you will have many years of happiness in your life from now on.
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Old Feb 17, 2011, 06:40 AM
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Hold in there...actually the advice part of my brain isn't working today but know you have a friend
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Old Feb 17, 2011, 10:00 AM
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WWJD? do u know that saying?
cap, try to do a gratitude list and reread it often today. even if your life isn't all you wish for, there are still things you can appreciate because u're on this earth. there must be a greater plan in all this. one we do not understand but one our higher power has designed. we may not understand "why" now but it will be revealed. you give a lot of support here at pc to us. give an equal amount to yourself. for so many ppl in the world there is isolation from others. i know your situation and how much you try to make the most of it. just know we care about you and how you feel. and absolutely not regarding being worthless!! we value you very much! we can't fix "it" but know we walk the walk with you. you have a purpose. you just haven't found it yet. i think of Job. stand firm in your faith. pray about it. keep sharing with us here.
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Old Feb 17, 2011, 02:34 PM
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im thinking of you and hope it gets better for you sending you a big hug!
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Old Feb 17, 2011, 02:38 PM
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(((((((((((Cap))))))))))))))) The really bad days are so hard. But please believe us when we tell you that you are worth so much to so many people. I'm really hoping your mood lifts. Love and hugs to you
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Old Feb 17, 2011, 08:34 PM
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Capri, there's nothing that can ever devalue your worth. You are a priceless human being regardless of how you feel about your life. I'm sure if you reflect carefully, you'll remember even one moment when you made somebody laugh or smile. To you it may have been no big deal, but to the other person it may have made their day. I hope you feel better soon. Big, big hug
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Old Feb 17, 2011, 08:36 PM
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Having a very bad day today
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Old Feb 17, 2011, 08:56 PM
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Oh cap!!!!!!!!!! You reach out to so many others........I can't bear to think of you in so much pain. You're the first to offer a shoulder or make us smile! I'm relating to how you feel. What lies beneath the surface is going to take center stage too often, whether we want it to or not. Please know that all of PC loves you (and Misty Moo......) You are so valued by all of us.........(((((hugs))))) and much love........grey
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Old Feb 17, 2011, 10:48 PM
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Dear sweet Cap, I just stumbled by this thread. I'm so sorry to hear that you're having such a hard time. My heart goes out to you!! You've been such a caring kind friend to me, and to so many others here. I wish I could just reach in and lift the sadness from you. I hope that you'll feel better soon. I'm there any time you want to talk.
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Old Feb 17, 2011, 10:52 PM
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I"m sorry you feel like crap right now.
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Old Feb 18, 2011, 03:16 AM
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Feel totally alone. Feel worthless.

Wondering if anything will ever change...

I hate to wish for death, but I have to admit i'm pretty close to it.

Better death than 40 more years of this...
Sometimes I try watching something really funny. To switch the crap channel my brain is playing. A movie called: Let's Go To Prison is really a good one!
Westerns or pioneer themes work for me as well. Paint Your Wagon if great.
It's one of Clint Eastwood's first movies also has the great Lee Marvin.
Where do you live now? Is it cold? If so make yourself a warm glass of milk.
Comfort food of a sort.
Best of luck to you, Tricee
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