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Mar 10, 2011, 03:52 AM
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I hate myself I hate myself I hatemyself I hate myself
I honestly wish icould just curl up go to sleep andnever wake up I surprised I've lasted this long.. I really can't take much more |
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Mar 10, 2011, 05:05 AM
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((((( carrie-19 )))))
As you are aware, change is required. Getting better will be hard work. Your commitment is a condition precedent. Choose to live. |
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Mar 10, 2011, 06:17 AM
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 No matter how hard it is, you have to start with baby steps sometimes just getting out of bed and doing something to take your mind off what is troubling you is a start. I've been there so many times and continue to visit the darkness of depression still. I know this for sure, nothing will change unless you make it happen! Sorry you are feeling this way! It can get better, but it takes hard work.
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 Children's talent to endure stems from their ignorance of alternatives. ~ Maya Angelou Thank you SadNEmpty for my avatar and signature.
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Mar 10, 2011, 08:24 AM
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 I'm sorry you are going through such a rough time. I can definitely relate to how you're feeling. Just try to hang in there, ok? If there's anyone you trust, maybe you can talk to them about how you're feeling. Also, we here at PC are here to listen whenever you feel like posting. |
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#5
Mar 10, 2011, 08:43 AM
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I've had these feeling before - you are NOT alone. Keep talking it out, keep writing about it.
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Mar 10, 2011, 01:01 PM
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In my own experiance, nothing good comes from self hatred. Only more pain and self hatred. Does that mean I like me? Not in the least. But until she and I can come to an accord, tolerance is my medium before acceptance. Are there any particular reason you hate yourself? Are they true or are they only distortions? Please, hang in there and keep us posted so we know how you're doing.
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She wishes things were different, but the wishes don't mean anything. I am trying to hear myself think here But all I can feel is the pain. I just want to curl up and stop my aching heart . |
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#7
Mar 10, 2011, 07:16 PM
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I feel the same way and have even gone to bed asking God not to let me wake up, I don't know what to say, but your not the only one with these feelings
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#8
Mar 10, 2011, 07:45 PM
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Hi Carrie, I hear your pain and I totally understand. Sometimes I wonder if life is a cruel joke BUT I'm still alive so each day that I wake up, I decide to keep on keeping on and try not to give in to all my negative emotions. I know you're feeling really terrible right now and I'm glad you're still reaching out. Say what's on your mind and let's see if we can help you get through this.
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#9
Mar 10, 2011, 09:45 PM
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I just wanted to let you know that you're not alone. I often feel the same way and I find myself wasting hours simply wishing for my life to be taken from me. I'm too stubborn for suicide... or to lazy. I don't really know. But I'm trying to keep faith that things will get better and I think you should too. Its hard to change yourself to be someone you admire, but it unfortunately doesn't happen over night. Hopefully talking here will help us both. 
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Mar 10, 2011, 10:07 PM
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I know when I start getting into self-hatred, I just spiral down deeper into my depression, and then it's really hard for me to dig myself back out of it. Positive affirmations are really helpful! You are a wonderful and valuable person! |
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#11
Mar 11, 2011, 06:48 AM
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sorry was having a really bad day.
thanks everyone for your thoughts and time i just feel as if no matter how much i try lift this i always come spiralling back down  just feel so useless
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#12
Mar 11, 2011, 07:04 AM
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Hello, Carrie. Yes, the ups and downs are frustrating. We just can't quit. Good luck.
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Mar 11, 2011, 07:40 AM
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I think a lot of us have been there...pull your strength from the good days and be patient with yourself on the bad days. It can get better!
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Children's talent to endure stems from their ignorance of alternatives. ~ Maya Angelou Thank you SadNEmpty for my avatar and signature.
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#14
Mar 11, 2011, 08:04 AM
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Carrie-19, reaching out to others is a good step. We are here, we care and hope that you can bridge the gap between love and hate. Some days I just have to write down one thing I like/love about myself. If I can find one thing there is hope.
Today I like my sense of humor. But yesteday all I could find to like was my finger nails, they are strong a grow easily, stupid I know, but I have heard other people say they hate their finger nails. So it was something. Try it. Sending you a big hug! ((((Carrie)))))) |
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