[1Dar]

It has been almost exactly to the hour one full year since I was in a serious car accident. This accident changed my life in many ways, and tonight/this morning as I lay here trying to sleep, I keep flashing back to the accident, and that mornings events. Only 3 hours and it will be one year exactly. I lay here awake...not sure if I am afraid to sleep or simply can't sleep. I try to relax and my mind flashes back to the accident. Then I almost want to cry because I am lucky to be alive. but at the same time I almost wonder if I really am lucky. With the pain I am still suffering from as a result of the accident and still not having a reliable veichle a year later I am fustrated and at times even angry. I guess I just need someone to listen to me vent right now and a place to get my feelings out since sleep doesn't seem to be hapeing and it is the middle of the night there really isn't anyone to talk to.
Thanks for listening....feel free to respond if you wish, but not necessary.

Dar

PS attached are the picts from accident

[JustBen]

I wasn't able to open the pics, Dar, but perhaps that's for the best. It sounds horrific enough from your description. I hope you're feeling better soon. These anniversaries can be tough -- try to remember that it just means that the earth has circled the sun one more time. You're still here, and you've put 365 days between it and [/i]you. You'll put lots more.

[kimmydawn]

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kd

I am sorry you are still hurting from the accident but I'm glad you are still alive.

It's hard to sleep with flashback taking over our mind. I hope that you are better this evening.

Thinking of you,
time0

[jmo531]

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I am sorry this is so hard for you. I wish you peace.


Huggles,


Jen

[1Dar]

Tonight is better, but I am DRUNK odd my ***...it is taking alot of concentrtayion to type this....it wansnt planned or as a result of flashb acks just happeded.

this is what ii thye klie when I am drunk, buts staetubg to get oase the rush..
*this is what I type like when I am drunk, but starting to get past the rush.

Well got to go....Dar

[1Dar]

Ok starting to sober up, but got a killer headache, and now I am awake. But i realized that some of you are having probs viewing picts, so I am re-attaching them in a differnt format for those who wish to view them.

Dar

Ps this is one of 2, won't let me attach 2 at a time

[1Dar]

here is the second part

Dar