i am looking forward to Christmas. i don't know what has happened to me, unless it's the meds. the last few years have been horrible and depressing. i have been making gifts, thinking about cookies and even planning a craft day with my daughter. it scares me, because i'm afraid i'll lose the feeling before the day gets here. i want to hold on to this...the granddaughters and daughters deserve something better than someone huddled on the sofa, crying. or not letting anyone into the house. i did that in 2003.

i've started thinking about making brownie mix and putting it into jars for gifts. this is

[jbug]

Wow pat this sounds good. I hope you are able to hang on to the good feelings. I also am feeling good this season and trying not to think about the actual Christmas day when everyone compares what they got.

Jbug

Hi Pat,
This sounds like a good thing. Don't' worry about losing it tomorrow, just enjoy it today.
Wow, see, those are the kinds of gifts I LOVE to recieve-BROWNIES!!! and homemade COOKIES!!!!
Just go with it. Make lots of happy cookies and brownies.