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Old Dec 10, 2005, 07:00 PM
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I don't know what is wrong with me.
I think this forum is getting to me. I don't understand it.
It's nothing anyone else is doing, it's how I respond to it.
This is not helping to make me feel better, it's making me feel worst about myself.
I'm not feeling sorry for myself, I'm seeing a side of me I really don't like on this forum. I'm not a very nice person, am I?
I suppose I'm the same way IRL, too.
I am such an idiot Well, IRL I don't get as wigged out by things because it's in real life. I can see what's before me and know that it's real. Know what I mean?
I apologize for my behavior. It was uncalled for and I really should learn to think before writing anything.
GRRRRRRRRRRRRRR
I'm soooo mad at myself.
I feel awful.

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Old Dec 10, 2005, 07:03 PM
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Ah... at this time, when you feel the forum is getting to you rather than helping you, you take a break. I've taken such breaks, and believe me, I feel much better when I'm away from the relationships and stresses here. I take time out and the time I would usually be on this site, I instead replace with things I find relaxing such as reading, watching films, doing puzzles, etc. After a while, be it a few days or a few weeks, I feel mentally restored and ready to return back here, and I enjoy it far more.
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Old Dec 10, 2005, 07:06 PM
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Jax, dont beat yourself up here. You have done nothing wrong.

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Old Dec 10, 2005, 07:28 PM
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Good advice, Silver.
Allthegirls6, thank you. It doesn't feel that way to me, though.
I have to learn to think before acting. It's something I need to learn and is probably a part of my problem.
I appreciate the support.
((((((((Silver))))))))))))
((((((((Allthegirls6)))))))))))))
Thanks again
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Old Dec 10, 2005, 07:32 PM
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Jax-- you are a kind and caring person. I am such an idiot
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Old Dec 10, 2005, 07:36 PM
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Thanks Petunia. I am such an idiot
I hate it when I do something stupid.
I'm dealing with it though, I've learned by it and I'm going to move on.
((((((((((Petunia))))))))))))) I am such an idiot
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Old Dec 10, 2005, 07:55 PM
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Sorry you are feeling growly Jax...
I feel as if my posts are all stupid the last few days and I just want to delete them (but of course can't)
Like Silver said, taking a break helps regain a more positive perspective!
(paws crossed I am such an idiot)

((((((((((((Jax))))))))))))
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Old Dec 10, 2005, 08:02 PM
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Take care of yourself Jax, even if it means we won't see you for awhile--we will understand you need to do it for you! =)

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Old Dec 10, 2005, 08:02 PM
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((((((((((FuzzyPaws)))))))) I am such an idiot
Thank you.
I'm thinking things through. Taking a break right now would feel like I'm running away and I don't want to do that. Well, I do, but I won't. I'm going to work on it. It's the only way I'm going to learn. I'm going to make mistakes. I can only learn by them and try not to repeat them.

People on this forum always come through for me with such helpful understanding and support and I really appreciate it. I am such an idiot
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Old Dec 10, 2005, 08:28 PM
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((((((((((((((((((((((jax))))))))))))))))))))))))

I think you're great. I really do. We all sometimes post when we shouldn't or things we later think we shouldn't. When I feel that I might do that, I make sure that I read my post, walk away, then come back and read it again before posting it.

However, I think you're an AWESOME poster and a wonderful supporter and friend. Please don't be hard on yourself.

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Old Dec 10, 2005, 08:36 PM
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Thank you, KimmyDawn. And Beautiful Pain, I'm sorry, I somehow missed your post with my last response-thank you. ((((((KimmyDawn)))))) and ((((((BeautifulPain)))))
I'm feeling much better now.
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Old Dec 11, 2005, 01:48 AM
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hey youre cool......maybe cut down on how much you are on and remember even games perk and support others its a forn of escape
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Old Dec 11, 2005, 10:05 AM
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Hi night owl,
Yeah, forms of escape are looking good to me right now. I think I'll go shopping. Thanks sleeps.
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Old Dec 12, 2005, 12:26 AM
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((((((((((Jax))))))))))

Sometimes we do things we are not proud of at times, but we need to forgive ourselves and apologize if need be and go on. Don't beat yourself up so much. I'm sure that you didn't do anything wrong.

Take care and hang in there. We all love and care for you.
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Old Dec 12, 2005, 12:40 AM
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Hey Lex,
Yeah, I did do something really stupid and careless. The best I can do is to learn by it... and I've learned.
Thank you! I am such an idiot (((((((Lex))))))))
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Old Dec 12, 2005, 01:21 AM
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welllllllll
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Old Dec 12, 2005, 01:32 AM
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Well what? Are you going to start with me in here too?
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Old Dec 12, 2005, 01:47 AM
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Jax2923 said:
Well what? Are you going to start with me in here too?

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LMAO Moi...? no never ,...I lost my train of thought I am such an idiot
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