I hate my life

I don't even know where to begin. I literally despise my life; but I would never turn to suicide. My family hates me, no one accepts me. All my friends suck. They dont give two shits about me. The one guy I loved, got away. I lie about him everyday saying we're still together, but we're not. Just the imagination that we are gives me some happiness, but then I get depressed all over again...I just hate my life so much. I really do.

Good times will come, just hang on and work towards sorting things out. i am just reading the book 'The Road Less Travelled' by Scott Peck, try reading it.

Miss May,

Welcome to Psych central. I'm sorry that you feel so terrible. I know what it feels like when your family doesn't care. Mine have given up on me too. Also I have an Ex that I let get away too. I try to picture what it would of been like if we were still married. (would of been 9 years this month). I am not sure if I should give advice since I am new to my depression too. At least that is how I feel. I just got back into therapy this week and back on meds over the last few months. So I am starting fresh... again... 2nd times a charm.. I just wanted you to know that you are not alone. There are a lot of us here at PC that feel your pain. PC is a great place to share you thoughts and feelings anytime. There is always someone to listen.

my life is not right i get bullied in school because i'm gay and it really hurts iv had made tempts at sucide but my cusin had cought me i have not been to the docs to find out if i have a bipolar disorder