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Old Nov 23, 2011, 08:38 PM
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i get so depressed that i just want to die i am not an angry person unless its towards myself im sick of it im just ready to give up start cutting again and just say screw it no meds ever work and i just dont care any more

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Old Nov 24, 2011, 01:15 PM
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Hello & Welcome, Whyidk44!

You are clearly in an agonized state. I hope you can find some way to channel your "not caring any more" (which can be positive in my experience) into words or actions that will move the people who are supposed to be helping you to change and improve their care.

Please keep posting.
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Old Nov 25, 2011, 10:09 AM
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Old Nov 25, 2011, 11:58 AM
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I can relate. I agree with Rohag and maybe you just need to get this out of your system, when you do maybe you could try a different med? sometimes people need more than one. hope you feel better soon
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Old Nov 26, 2011, 10:54 PM
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Hi 44--yes, as Rohag said, do keep posting and get things off your chest. We are listening.
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Old Nov 26, 2011, 11:16 PM
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I think Rohag's idea of channeling negative thoughts into calls for positive action is terrific. I'm so sorry the meds aren't working, whyidk, but I hope you'll urge your pdoc to work harder for you & stay with it.

I hope you'll come back here. A lot of us get some of the frustration and pain out by posting. Maybe that could help you some.
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Old Nov 27, 2011, 11:35 AM
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i understand as well. keep expressing yourself and do whatever it takes to avoid negative thoughts. have hope even though things seem hopeless. find others who can help and understand your situation
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Old Nov 27, 2011, 09:54 PM
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i get so depressed that i just want to die i am not an angry person unless its towards myself im sick of it im just ready to give up start cutting again and just say screw it no meds ever work and i just dont care any more
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Old Nov 28, 2011, 02:53 AM
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i get so depressed that i just want to die i am not an angry person unless its towards myself im sick of it im just ready to give up start cutting again and just say screw it no meds ever work and i just dont care any more
I blame everything on myself. And a lot of the time I hate myself. But every once in a while I say F%$#& it! This is me, there is only so much self improvement a person can do, and if people don't like it then they're not worth my time. And it's not always my fault. I can't control everything. Those moments keep me going.
I don't know if anything i typed is relevant to you, but
try not to be too hard on yourself..
and like everyone said, keep posting!
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