[DelusionsDaily]

I dont know if it ismy depression I have decided to shut my appetite off and stop eating. I am tired of the weight gain because of the meds but not going off meds because I dont want the severe depression thats landed me in the hospital twice this year. All around dying just seems easier....but no plans as of yet. I cant stand life...but for now starvation will do. No pain there..once I shut my appetite off it will be smooth sailin.

[Gus1234U]

do let me know how that goes, melissa,, i have had no luck with it... surely there must be some trick i missed.... do your doctors "blame" you for gaining weight against their wishes ? it's such a viscious cycle, those who are too thin, loose weight, and we who tend to be well padded, just balloon out.... i am pulling for you~! best wishes~ Gus

[Severijn]

Hey MELISSSAD81.

I've done some crazy things with food myself, like starving myself or going super high-fat low carbs for some time. It didn't work though.

I don't want to sound like I'm selling something, but these programs are useful if you want to get to a good weight. "Burn The Fat Feed The Muscle" "Lose Fat Not Faith" or "The Primal Blueprint". I've used two myself, and the other was well spoken off.

I'm just afraid really that things get worse for you when you starve yourself. You'll start to feel terrible if you don't eat anything anymore. It will make your depression worse, I'm quite sure of that.

Do you have the energy to do some fitness/exercise? That can definitely help you get to a weight you like more.