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Old Jun 05, 2012, 01:15 PM
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having another rough day with my depression, fear and anxiety.
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Old Jun 05, 2012, 02:45 PM
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Come to realize my depressive mood had a lot to do with my work. Things are greeting progressively worse with the job and it's getting to the point where I don't want to be here any longer but i'm trapped. I have bills and expenditures that force me to stay, and I haven't had much luck looking for other work. so trapped!
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Old Jun 05, 2012, 02:56 PM
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I found someone who does schema therapy in my area and I just called and sent him an email. I feel really hopeful about this. The most hope I've felt in months!!
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Old Jun 05, 2012, 04:09 PM
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ARGGGH!!! He said he's not taking new patients!! ****!! What do I do?? I have to convince him!!
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Old Jun 05, 2012, 04:22 PM
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I wish I could be a good friend rather than be jealous etc. I wish I could do something good for others and leave a positive mark in their lives.

Sad. Very sad.
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Old Jun 05, 2012, 09:02 PM
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Woke up okay, up and down all day and now questioning the thoughts in my head. Frustrating! No appetite, no energy, can't find a reason to laugh. If I can see anything on the plus side, I have lost weight from not eating.
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Old Jun 05, 2012, 10:26 PM
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One step forward, two steps back.....that is how it feels today.....
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Old Jun 05, 2012, 11:32 PM
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I wish I could be a good friend rather than be jealous etc. I wish I could do something good for others and leave a positive mark in their lives.

Sad. Very sad.
You took the thoughts right out of my head. I've been feeling so useless, I don't/can't do anything for anyone. It makes me feel so pathetic..
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Old Jun 05, 2012, 11:50 PM
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I'm feeling down tonight. Not sure why exactly, but I was angry also and short with my kids. Raised my voice at them and then felt bad about that also.
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Old Jun 06, 2012, 12:34 AM
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Come to realize my depressive mood had a lot to do with my work. Things are greeting progressively worse with the job and it's getting to the point where I don't want to be here any longer but i'm trapped. I have bills and expenditures that force me to stay, and I haven't had much luck looking for other work. so trapped!
I can relate to that. I am in a similar situation at the moment. Hugs.
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Old Jun 06, 2012, 06:13 AM
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I haven't posted on this thread yet - I'm disabled and can't exercise, etc., so I'm stuck inside. Meds help alot, but sometimes I just feel like I wanna run away! Trouble is, I don't have anywhere to go! Ahhh well. Tomorrow is another day -- I guess.
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Old Jun 06, 2012, 12:34 PM
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First day back at work after my sick leave. As my line manager is on leave this week, it was actually fine. I enjoyed seeing people outside our small team and saying 'hello' and I had enough emails and other tasks to catch up with to keep me busy.

However, I'm not going to make either the exercise class I normally try to do on a Wednesday nor this dating event I have signed up for to change something about my situation, as I am sooo tired after my first day back. More energy would be nice now.
Well, I will do my meditation class tomorrow evening though, as I missed the previous one and this is the last class of the course.
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Old Jun 06, 2012, 12:40 PM
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I am immensely frustrated with my DBT experience. They are uncommunicative with me and shrouded in secrecy from my point of view. Also disorganized. I know those are a bunch of judgments but in this case it seems to make sense to judge whether this is worth my time and money right now.
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Old Jun 06, 2012, 04:06 PM
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Our 24th birthday today so going to celebrate it on Saturday. For now, normal life routines.
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Old Jun 06, 2012, 04:10 PM
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Blah! I just want the day to end!
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Old Jun 06, 2012, 06:23 PM
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I'm so sleepy today
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Old Jun 07, 2012, 03:36 AM
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I guess I'm okay at this particular moment. Hey, that's pretty good.

I have to be on the computer less because it makes my neck hurt.
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Old Jun 07, 2012, 05:54 AM
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Not too bad so far. Another rainy day though.
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Old Jun 07, 2012, 11:35 AM
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forgot to give y'all the update but I'm feeling much better now
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Old Jun 07, 2012, 11:46 AM
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Well I got feeling mad at the world. The house is full of people and I haven't had much time with Lisa. Plus working 12 hour days. The main thing that helps is the ritilan/neurontin combo. Since I quit the Lithium I'm more emotional - rageful - sexual - just more of everything. I felt depressed most of yesterday and I think that turned into anger today. Feeling better now at least. At work away from the house. But I have 3 days off. I don't know what I'm going to do. I need to start a list today of stuff I can do around the house.

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Old Jun 07, 2012, 12:04 PM
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Hurting so badly.

One more mention about the miracle of birth, happy baby photos or anything along those lines and I'll just lose it completely. Can't cope with it. Still not. When will I accept that this has not been my path???!!! Hopeless.
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Old Jun 07, 2012, 12:47 PM
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Tomorrow I have to go for a Consultative Exam by a psychiatrist that SSA is sending me to. This has me full of anxiety about what will happen. I'll be glad when it is over.
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Old Jun 07, 2012, 02:15 PM
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I really am feeling like God is telling me to leave. Everything is so temporary in my life and I can't deal with it, especially friends.
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Old Jun 07, 2012, 03:40 PM
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Had an easier day today, fortunately. I managed to do things and went cycling. Even my head is still full of some mist, I'm feeling better.
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Old Jun 07, 2012, 08:53 PM
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I was feeling rather emotional after a tough T session, but I'm feeling calmer and happier now. Take care everyone.
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