tonight if......

if tonight i die, who will cry? strangers with their feigned interest, whle those i love have turned away. and if my best isnt good enough what more can i give? go ahead ... walk away,just leave me here alone.and if tonight i die, who will cry? all my strength is drained, with nothing else to give. drowning in the depth of sorrow, no tears left to cry. a silent voice and distant eyes that noone hears or sees. and if i die tonight, who will cry?

I would miss you if you died tonight. I hope you are here though because I like to read your posts.

Teary_me, you have endured much and continue to suffer greatly. I don't know what to say, and even less know what to do or suggest.

In your agony you touch us.

Teary_me, Very sorry you are feeling so low. You have been here a long time. You are one of the wise ones we all learn from. Try to push your depression back, try not to let it take controle over your mind. Push Push.... You know what you have posted is all false. You are important to many not just here. Push Push ...... It back into the darkness it is coming from. If you can not push it back anymore get help, you know the drill. I to have been in your shoes more than ones. I too had a very hard time pushing back, I went to the hospital. The only place I felt I could be safe. Please take care of yourself. Push Push.....and keep Pushing......... You know that you can do this. I know that you can. Wish I could be there for you to help push but all I can do is do this through PC. So now I am pushing with you, you are now not alone. We can push togeither.....

(((teary_me))))

I am sorry that you're having such a difficult time Times like these are just miserable. A lot of us fight feelings of insignificance very often. We aren't insignificant though. We're simply ignoring those who do care about us. Our eyes aren't completely open, absorbing all that there is happening around us. Instead, we're looking through our dark and slim shades.

Try to remember that this time will pass. Try to enjoy the little things in life that are sweet and innocent ~ pure pleasure. Think about sweet cats or puppies, birds chirping in the trees, flowers, and seasons. Whatever brings you some comfort and a safe source for enjoyment ~ focus on those things for a bit to get you through.

We'll be here. Gentle hugs sent your way...

thanks but the thing is its not only me seeing that they dont care

I think your ticker is only going to make you feel worse. It's like writing "Nobody loves me" in big letters and sticking in on your fridge door.
But maybe it helps you feel in control of the situation?

I would...

I know that you probably don't believe me. But I would cry. Just because we only talk in here doesn't mean that I don't care about you. I wouldn't take the time and energy to respond if I didn't care.

People here do care about you. I hope that you can feel that. You're in my gentle thoughts, teary me.

thanks.. i just wish things got better not worse

kind of what i wonder, but then, it scares me how much i dont really care who would cry also

this kind of hting i have considered, but on the other hand, it doesnt really concern me either what happens when i am gone