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Jan 03, 2012, 12:11 AM
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I seriously see no reason to live. I definitely no longer see any negative sides to suicide. Does anyone have any reason not to?
Last edited by wanttoheal; Jan 03, 2012 at 05:28 AM. Reason: added trigger icon |
 Anonymous324956, Anonymous32912, clouds_and_sun, depressedalaskan, Mylifeisdepressing, Puffyprue
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Jan 03, 2012, 06:52 AM
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YES. Please don't talk your life. Imagine how many people love you and would miss you when you were gone. I know sometimes it can seem like it wouldn't matter, but trust me there would be people affected. And remember that whatever you are going through, things will get better. You will get through it, no matter what, just keep fighting.
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Jan 03, 2012, 06:53 AM
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We are always here for you, let us know how you are.
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Truth ain't gonna change the way you lie Youth ain't gonna change the way you die -Foo Fighters ••••••••••••• You made yourself a bed At the bottom of the blackest hole And convinced yourself that it's not The reason you don't see the sun anymore -Paramore |
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Jan 03, 2012, 07:26 AM
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...first of all...lets validate how you are feeling...we won't make much progress unless we can admit that you are obviously feeling really really low, likely this is the lowest you have felt...to be in this situation you are in. Others here have been in it...some are in it right now as well, I was in it two weeks ago.
I am sincerely sorry that you are going through this right now, because I know what it's like. there are a couple stages to suicide ideation...seems to me you have reached the apathy stage...not a good one to be in whofitsin! not a good one at all..none of them are good...but apathy...wow!.you are really low yes. All I can do is give you my version. Because of some of my experiences throughout my life..I have this involuntary belief that when the time arrives and I cease to be alive...(gonna sound weird)...that just aint the end of life! In other words, when I die thats not it! So if I take myself 'out'...I'm not gonna be any better off...in-fact it's just gonna be worse, I will be dead but alive in another much more horrible way..because I cannot kill my soul!...and I can keep taking my life over and over and it makes no difference. (I know it might sound ridiculous).... but I have been subject to suicidal ideation for 25 years or so...lessening the older I get...and this has helped me drag myself out of really going for it any more...not just the thinking part. so I figure I will make do....(not make the most...not that cliche that depressives can't identify with!) I will make do with what I got goin' on..****** as it feels. and for motivation as well I know how it made me feel when others did it!...and please don't take that as a guilt trip. I used to think as an alternative to "it's my life I will do what I want" ..."it's my death and I'll do what I want!" but sincerely??? it's so unfair to those that care about me...and if they have never experienced depression? then they sure as heck will if I check out!! I don't want to start an awful chain reaction of pain. please hang in there. monkey Last edited by Anonymous32912; Jan 03, 2012 at 08:29 AM. |
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Jan 03, 2012, 08:12 AM
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(((whofitsin))) I have one. You have an illness that is trying its best to take you. If you had another illness you would fight it. Depression is an awful illiness that takes alot of our time to fight. It tells us many false, non-trueths, so that we give in to it. I have been in your place before. If you need help get on the phone call a hot line, keep posting here or go to your local hospital. Wish I could be where you are so I could help you through this. Out of the three above I chose the hospital, 3 times. Good luck may you have a better day.
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Jan 03, 2012, 10:32 AM
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I have certainly felt like this at some stage in my life but then I think of those whom I love and who would be hurt if I was to take my life, My kids my hubby, My family etc.. I hope and pray that you think about this as you will hurt so many people, You sound so low and there is help if you reach out for it. Please stay safe. 
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Jan 03, 2012, 07:19 PM
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I agree with Butterlcup. I have been struggling with major depression pretty much my whole adult life and never gotten a handle on it. I have no spouse or children. Hardly a day goes by when I really question my quality of life and very existence. BUT I would never end my life myself. My dad is still around (87) and I have siblings and nieces and nephews. My disease causes me to think that none of them would give a rip anyway (except for Dad), but my common sense tells me otherwise. I think it would be the epitome of selfishness to end my life. Years ago I had a friend whose brother committed suicide over a failed relationship and I will never forget how it affected her, her parents, and the whole family. They still suffer and that was probably 15 years ago. I really do know how you feel, but please try to come up with alternatives. There ARE people who care about you.
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Jan 03, 2012, 07:58 PM
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This is an old thread. You probably should not post your reply to it, as the original poster is unlikely to see it.|
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