makes me angry

it really makes me angry when someone that doesnt have to go through anxiety and depression everyday says that just get a job ur fine.. or get out more.. or its dumb to cutt.. or blah blah blah.... if they were in my shoes one day they would know how i feel... i never asked to feel this way..... i dont do things i once enjoyed doing .. i dont even really want to be aroud my family or my one friend that i did have.....and i used to be very close with my family.... only person i wanna be around is starting to bring me a little down want ing me to do the thing i know i cant do right now.... and if i did do it it wouldnt last long then id be right back in my home... grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr

((((((((((((((skittles))))))))))))))))
I understand where youre coming from. i'm not one to ever wish bad on people, but when someone with a perfect little life sits there telling me to get my *&^% together, i'm ready to blow my top too, and i wish for just one day they had to walk in my shoes.
nobody asks to feel the way youre feeling, and i'm sure it doesnt help to be reprimanded for it.
as far as what your friend is asking you to do, i think given the way youre feeling you should be careful about your choices. please dont do something impulsive just because youre feeling down or someone else is telling you its a good idea. i know what it is to be lonely, and to turn to the wrong people because it relieves some of that loneliness. but in the end you feel worse anyway. trust me on this one i speak from experience.
so big hugs and pm if you need anything, i'm home now..

Hi skittles. It sounds like you are feeling a lot of pressure to do something that you just aren't ready to do yet. Take the time you need and try not to worry too much.

I hear ya, skittles. "Normal" people just can't understand what it's like. HUGS