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Old Feb 06, 2012, 04:11 AM
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i'm not really sure how to word this, so i'm just gonna try to say it the best that i can.

i've been battling depression for over twelve years, and doing treatment for six years. i’m so exhausted and so tired of fighting. i'm to the point that i don’t want to anymore. things have just gotten worse over the past five years, and nothing seems to improve.

i really don't have any fight left in me. i've come to realize this: i need someone to fight for me, cuz i’m not sure i can anymore. but my family is not an option and i don't have many friends. so what the heck am i suppose to do? how am i suppose to keep hanging on??
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Old Feb 06, 2012, 06:15 AM
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Do you have a therapist who can help you fight? Or a pdoc? It would help to tell them that you have run out of fight and need help in hanging on. The other thing you can do is to hang around here and we will give you some support.
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Old Feb 06, 2012, 07:56 AM
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Old Feb 06, 2012, 08:12 AM
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Old Feb 06, 2012, 09:07 AM
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Well you are certainly not alone. There is a bunch of us here with depression, some of us are better because of meds and some of us are still having severe bouts. I certainly know how you feel. Its awful. Hopefully you have a Doctor and a therapist who can help. Always tell your Dr. how you are feeling too. Sometimes we like for some strange reason to hide things from our Doctors in an effort to please them. I am like that. Sometimes I felt that if I told my Dr. that I was depressed it would disappoint them. Now how crazy was that?
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Old Feb 06, 2012, 09:21 AM
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be strong !!! It's tough but you can do it
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Old Feb 06, 2012, 09:22 AM
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be strong jrae. It's tough but you can do it
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Old Feb 07, 2012, 09:05 PM
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ugh. I so know this feeling. the responsibility of living seems overwhelming, especially if you are feeling alone... are you in therapy? do you ever use the crisis hotlines? I've found those can be helpful when I feel like I've got no one to turn to.

your PC peeps will help you keep fighting! keep posting.
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