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i want to dieandnever be found

i cant do this anymore ...i cant.

believe me i try so hard but i cant ....i just cant

You can. You can. You can.
You want to die and never be found...but what if after that, there's a most beautiful sunset, or an unexpected true love, or a super mice-chasing pet owl...
You'd really never know what you'd be missing. Something could come along that might completely change your life in ways you'd never expect. Look at all the totally random stuff that happens in the world every day...as creative as the universe/God is with letting aweful things happen to good people (like Prue!) it is equally creative in dropping crazy random blessings in your lap from time to time....wait for it....and the good WILL come to you...that's what life's all about, wading through the $h!+ to reach and savor those rare $h!+less moments. They are only as sweet as they are in contrast to the bitterness of life.
...and I would miss you lots, and I'm not the only one

I cant do it you dont know hows living like this like icant i jsut cant do it

U prob right, that I dont know what it's like, only you know that. I'm so sorry for you feeling this way Prue.
Things I have felt: I want nothing more than to die in my sleep. I was meant to die in 7th grade when I ODd in a high school bathroom. Or again when I got 2 bloodclots in my brain when I was 19, or a month ago when I had a kidney stone and felt like my inside were being torn out. My life is only a burden to my family and friends. I was not designed correctly for this world...oh the list goes on...
Not to have a "who's life is more messed up" contest! I just want you to really understand that I've felt the darkness too, and still do. It's that depression monster eating at you...but it is NOT YOU and you have to keep fighting. Don't let its darkness eat up your light.

please take care lovely girl