[Hamartia]

I want to die. These feelings have been getting stronger lately and my reasons for living don't seem like reasons anymore. I feel like I am on a very thin rope and a strong breeze will just push me over. I don't know. I just think that I have nothing to really live for. So why keep living.

[kazukivonhimmel]

hey. I can empathize with what your saying... I know the listless dead feeling. but, atleast for me, I think the main reason for not letting go is that, because deep inside I wanted help, but never found it, so instead I try to help others who may feel how I felt. I dont think this may help you feel better, but I do hope you dont let go either.

Have you tried making a list of reasons and potential reason to stick around? I've been in a position where the only good reason I could come up with was the fact that nobody else would take care of the three bratty cats I'm responsible for. Not much of a reason maybe but it's workable. Also try reading this post:
http://forums.psychcentral.com/showp...00&postcount=2

Take care and try to come up with some reasons. I'm sure that you can.

[pandarama123456789]

I've been there before, not that long ago. I know how you feel and how difficult it is for you right now, but believe me, there is always a reason to live. A while back i almost ended everything, im not sure what stopped me, maybe just all the possibilities i was about to throw away, and now i see how wrong i was to think there was nothing for me in the world or how the world didnt need me, but it does. It needs you in it too, even if you may not see it that way at the moment, there are poeple that want you here and need you here.

[Leed]

Hi ~ I don't know if you believe in God or not, but He did put you here for a reason! You're not here just to 'take up space.' He had a reason for putting you here, but it's up to YOU to find out what it is. We ALL have to figure that out -- and it's not very easy! LOL

Plus, your family & friends -- do you know how HARD it would be on them if you suddenly weren't here anymore? Let's not even THINK about that!

Just remember that suicide is a permanent solution to a TEMPORARY problem!!! Things aren't ALWAYS going to be like this!!! They never are! things always change -- they never stay the same. If they did, we'd still be in the dark ages!!!

So please don't think in those terms --- there is ALWAYS someone who cares about you -- WE care about you!!! And I'm SURE there are more people than just us. God bless you and I'm sending prayers your way.

YOU TOO GEORGE! Hugs, Lee

[Dreamy01]

Please keep going. I was in a bad depression once and came out of it. Life isn't a picnic by any means but I have reasons to keep going. What do you enjoy? Find an interest, something that makes you happy. As far as anyone knows we only live once so try to see the beauty in it if you can. I know it's hard. You're as worthy as anyone else to be here.

[likewater]

Someone on here once said, " suicide is a permanent solution to a temporary problem." That really resonated with me. Also on this
site even, i see the pain of those left behind after suicide. It's more hellacious than words can describe. Please do what you need to
be safe. That might mean calling hotline, T or going to ER. Just stay safe. You are so precious. Hugs.

[Fuzzybear]

[Glyxia]

hey don't tell that my dear .. Love your life .. God has plan to you thats why you are here in world .. Be thankful that you have life unlike to those people who are suffering from a disease and they only have months or days to live .. Appreciate what you have ..just go with the flow and let God ...im sure that many people loves and don't let them sad ..
CHEER UP