I hate everything

I hate everything. I have to sell my house because of BofA, the realtor just told me that he wants to list it lower than I want. My husband is great just doesn't do anything. He doesn't work. He doesnt' take much responsibility but I love him. I feel constantly over-whelmed by life. I don't get much help, I take on a bunch of stuff. Everyday, I think about how much I hate my life and I don't know what to do about it. My friends and family think I am happy because I cover it all up. I told my one friend the other day that I cry every day and she was shocked! She said that I always look happy, its all a lie! How do I figure out how to make things better. I love my husband and my kids, I just hate my life. I need help so bad and I don't know who to turn to. I hate talking with friends and family because then they look at you differently. I just don't know how to make things better! I need someone to coach me and help me through getting my life better. Is there any one out there to help me??? I need like a life coach. Someone to talk to or vent to. I am not sure how this sight works, I have never posted on a forum. Just trying new things.

Thanks!

I'm not sure what BofA is (Bank of America?) -- anyway, why won't your husband help? Can't he work? Is he disabled or something? Doesn't he at least help give you moral support or help with the kids? Anything?

Is there some way you can get some counseling? You certainly need some. It sounds almost like you're ready to have a nervous breakdown! Do you have ANY kind of insurance -- even Medicaid?? Even if you have Medicaid, they'll pay for counseling. If there's ANY way you can, please try to get an appoiintment with a counselor -- you need someone to talk to.

if you can't, at LEAST talk to your medical doctor. Perhaps he can help you -- if nothing else, he may be able to put you on an antidepressant for awhile. Or he might have some other ideas to help. But keep posting here too. It's a good source of support. God bless and please keep us updated, ok? Hugs, Lee

Hello and welcome to PC This is a great site for support but I think you might want to consider marriage counseling along with some personal therapy. And you might want to get some financial advice as well to find out if you really need to sell your home.
Good luck and keep posting

Do u have a T? Can u get one. Maybe call a crisis hotline. Try speaking with uou husband to help out.