Was anyone a loner in high school?

I was definitely a loner. I had no friends, I just went straight to the library and read during breaks, and in class I would do all the work and just read whenever there was free time. It wasn't all that bad tho, books were a great escape for me to make me feel less alone. Plus, I wasn't so much interested in being near others at my school, they practically talked about nothing and it was just annoying

I was and am and will be a loner for the rest of my life. Yes, I was a loner in high school. I spent my fair share of time in the library doing homework and reading boring books that I hate. I tried everything, I tried to jump into conversations, go and try to hang out with other kids, none of it worked. What I can say is, if you are a loner, skip the "pretend to fit in and be someone you are not" part and embrace your true self. Ahhh, the horrible high school memories are coming back. I hated every minute I wasted in high school. Looking back I say I hate everything I've ever done, everything I've seen, everything I've ever experienced I have nothing but complete hatred and disgust.

I was a loner most of my life, when it came middle school, the group of friends that I had created stabbed me in the back so bad (figuratively) that I actually transferred to private school. I found myself a loner there, I hated everyone, I realized I could graduate high school early, so I went back to public school and worked my butt off to get out of school, keeping all my "friends" an arms length away, I had other friends that went to other schools, they didn't ever call me to hang out though, it wasn't until a few years after that when I realized that no one would have missed me if I was gone, so I left, no one missed me, after time I came back to this damn town only long enough to suffer the death of my mother, my father, my grandfather, and I took off again, I met some "friends" that always wanted to be with me... why wouldn't they? they were using me as their personal ride and party girl, then I came back again, moved out to the woods in a trailer by myself, met my husband out there, got married, had two kids, realized that we were not meant to be together because he had a girlfriend... now... i sit alone, with my two kids... probably alot more of an answer then you ever thought you would get.

I wouldn't say I was a loner. But I was one of those awkward kids. My high school days are more or less one big blur to me because I spent everyday the same. It was like I poker faced through the entire four years. I can say I regret it. So I encourage you to take the first step. Sadly, its usually you that will have to take the first step. It'll be weird but so worth it to find the special few that will walk side by side with you through probably the hardest years of your life. Sometimes all it takes is stopping to help someone pick up some fallen papers, saying hello and telling them your name and learning theres. I know because that's how I met one of my old friends in middle school. Though she moved before our freshman year in high school. The memories of her being there...its helped a lot.

Good Luck.