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I'm probably starting far too many threads at the moment.
I just can't maintain the better state I'd been in earlier this year. I'm feeling so low, so desperate and so hopeless. Baby photos from others and tales about the miracle of birth still upset me and at work I don't feel valued. Tonight I am so down that I really think that it would be better if I wasn't there any longer. I have no children or partner to leave behind so it wouldn't matter... It would just be a release from the pain. I just don't think I can muster the courage to do something to myself because it's all so final. But I'm no good to people. I've become either a burden or am apart from close social connections. I can't move on. I can't get out of it. Is there any point in going on?????? I am feeling so indescribably bad. I don't know whether anyone can understand this. ![]() ![]()
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Shadow-world im so sorry you are feeling this way right now. It suck i know but it will pass eventually. I hope you find yourself feeling better soon. Do you have a t or pdoc or both you can talk to about this...that might help some.
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Yesterday was your first day back at work after your leave, yes? How many of your current feelings are fed by that environment?
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On top of that, I went to see someone in HR following a friend's advice and although I tried to keep the emotions out of it, I still got upset. There will be a three-way meeting between HR, my line manager and myself next week and I'm dreading it. I'm feeling totally exhausted. I'm just trying to get through today, as I really don't want to go off sick immediately again. Of course, this doesn't mean that I'm feeling much better inside myself; it just means I'm dragging myself in to work. :-(
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((((((((((((((( shadow world )))))))))))))))
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(((((((Shadow)))))))))) Sorry I have only just came across this, I would miss you if you wasn't around, You're a good person
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Thank you, everybody. Fuzzy and Tinkerbell, what you said above means a lot to me. It really does. It moves me.
Today is somewhat better so I just try now to take one day at a time - maybe even only one moment at a time, otherwise everything appears too big.
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I, too, would be so sad to not see you on this site! I find you to be a very caring person, and I still remember how welcoming you were to me when I first joined here several months ago!
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dailyhealing "Although the world is full of suffering, it is also full of the overcoming of it." - Helen Keller Strange how people who suffer together have stronger connections than those who are most content. –Bob Dylan “If you can't fly then run, if you can't run then walk, if you can't walk then crawl, but whatever you do you have to keep moving forward.” Dr. Martin Luther King Jr.
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Hi Shadow world, I am new to this site so this is my first thread. (??) Anyway, I wanted to let you know that there are many, many people out here who feel excatly as you do. I actually tried to commit suicide 3x, so I know what it feels like after doing such a horrible thing to oneself. So many people are affected by that action, people you don't even realize. You may not have children or a partner, but I'm sure you have other family members, friends, coworkers etc.. who would be devistated if you acted on impulse. Don't do it because the world is better with you in it and the regret afterwards is terrible and the guilt is even worse. Stick in there, it will be worth it. There are still good days to be had. |
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((((((shadow world)))))))
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