think today is going to be a really hard day.

got not even the slightest bit of rest yesterday

[regretful]

D-e-p-r-e-s-s-e-d

[whimsygirl]

This past weekend I cried more than I have in a really long time, but no tears so far today. Some sad thoughts, but no crying. I am hoping that the day will continue that way, because I really need a break from it.....

[Rose76]

Still doing good, but need to push myself to get more accomplished.

[deneane]

i dont understand why i feel like i do.i wish i could go to bed go to sleep wake up and be feeling good.im feeling better than before i love this site i dont feel alone as mutch.

[alone in the world]

.No sleep last night and now trying to stop myself from taking something to sleep. was able to get out today and ran some errands. life might be looking up.

[konrei]

Lacking sleep but having fun on my online role-playing buddies spite our timezone is different.

[MotherMarcus]

Day started off okay. Customer toward the end just really pushed my buttons.

[Turtleboy]

Still feeling pretty good, messed my foot up bad so can't leave the house, but still in a good mood

[mentalhopscotch]

just joined this site.

Today was up and down...
best friend is moving halfway across the country in a few hours, and anger flared up about family situation.

Can't sleep.

[Nammu]

Starting to feel more calm and acceptance for what happened on thurs and over the weekend. Now if I can stop blaming myself for thinking it was a good idea.

[regretful]

Making people with the blues look like they're happy

Still reeling a bit from the conversation over the phone. Glad I spoke up, though.

[whimsygirl]

Yesterday did better with the crying than over the weekend, but didn't quite make it through. It's so hard, because I actually don't believe in holding back tears, but it's the results....mostly the bad headaches....that I want to avoid. So tired.....

[optimize990h]

less unmotivated, tired, lazy, negative than yesterday.

[deneane]

Originally Posted by Turtleboy

Still feeling pretty good, messed my foot up bad so can't leave the house, but still in a good mood

hope my hug helps.

[deneane]

Originally Posted by whimsygirl

Yesterday did better with the crying than over the weekend, but didn't quite make it through. It's so hard, because I actually don't believe in holding back tears, but it's the results....mostly the bad headaches....that I want to avoid. So tired.....

i hope things get better when i cry i feel better.

[Line]

Been raining all day...the perfect setting for my mood I really should get out of my head more often...like at all.

[deneane]

Originally Posted by Line

Been raining all day...the perfect setting for my mood I really should get out of my head more often...like at all.

i hope my hug helps.

It's so strange; I'll be feeling good for days, weeks, months, and then all of a sudden *BAM* I am super depressed all of a sudden. Feeling REALLY down today, but by the weekend I'll probably be feeling back to "normal."

[whimsygirl]

Originally Posted by misskeena

It's so strange; I'll be feeling good for days, weeks, months, and then all of a sudden *BAM* I am super depressed all of a sudden. Feeling REALLY down today, but by the weekend I'll probably be feeling back to "normal."

Oh misskeena....Isn't that just the hardest thing about this gig? The way it strikes out of nowhere, and sometimes for no reason that you can think of. Sending lots of warm wishes, and hopes for you to feel better asap.....

[regretful]

Well, I'm not turning the corner yet, but at least I'm know the corner is there...sort of stuck in neutral, though.

[whimsygirl]

The past few days have been the worst I've had in a long time. Having those "what's the point?" thoughts and feelings. I don't want to wake up tomorrow, but I probably will.....

[whimsygirl]

Originally Posted by regretful

Well, I'm not turning the corner yet, but at least I'm know the corner is there...sort of stuck in neutral, though.

It's good that you know the corner is there.....

[regretful]

Despite your "worst in a long time", you've been writing some very nice and supportive things to people. Hope that things improve for your whimsygirl.

Originally Posted by whimsygirl

The past few days have been the worst I've had in a long time. Having those "what's the point?" thoughts and feelings. I don't want to wake up tomorrow, but I probably will.....