[whimsygirl]

Originally Posted by agma

Very depressed today...not a good day. Didn't get much done at work today because I couldn't focus and concentrate on anything. I'm so sick of this depression. I should have went through with my plan to end it all yesterday. Now I am on call for work. Hopefully it is a quiet weekend.

Hi agma....I'm so sorry you're feeling this horrible and I wish I could say anything that would help. I pray that some bit of comfort comes your way as soon as possible.....

[BorderlineFear]

Down, empty and wallowing in misery. You'd think that I'd almost get used to feeling so depressed after a decade of it. It still kills me. Tough times.

Much better than yesterday at this time...talking and writing to people that care helps a lot. Thank you xx

[feary]

Not doing well. All alone, fat and depressed with not much hope of having friends, being fit or happy.

[regretful]

Tired...still battling this depression...

Woke up early & relieved...I dont have to see T2.
I feel better than I have in weeks.

again... lots of rappid cycling today.

but mainly down

[whimsygirl]

One of the worst mornings I've had in quite a while. Bad night's sleep and woke to sadness and endless tears. And now an increasingly bad headache.....no big surprise I suppose.

((((Whim))))

[whimsygirl]

Originally Posted by Rose Panachée

((((Whim))))

Thank you Rose....that feels nice.

Extra hard battling the sadness today

[whyme17]

Doing better not as depressed forsure, everydays the same I glad I have the things I do to make me feel bettter<3 what would I do without you

[Marla500]

feeling so stuck, the house is a disaster and I can't find the energy to do even the smallest thing, lots of anxiety and worries....I am going to try getting a notebook and writing everything down to see if that will help.

I feel ok. I only woke up once during the night

[agma]

Not doing any better....still very depressed. I had a melt down yesterday in front of my husband. I felt so guilty afterwards. I am also on call for work right now. Thankfully I didn't get a call in the middle of my melt down.

[regretful]

Still on the precipice of depression...you know that place? When you want so badly to feel better or have a change in your life, but when you look down, all you see is depression?

[whimsygirl]

So exhausted and dead inside. Yesterday I was in tears before getting up early in the moring, and I literally cried for 12 hours, with little breaks now and then. This is wearing out my soul.....

[MotherMarcus]

Been having weird dreams lately . You know, the ones when you wake up you go " What the F**K was that all about ?"

[alone in the world]

feeling optimistic today dreading the nights when things get bad. going to make myself accomplish errands.

[whimsygirl]

Hmm....I believe the darkness may be lifting a little bit. Fingers crossed.

[Bark]

So glad I don't have to worry about studies for a month. Thoughts are still there, though, and I get anxious a lot when I'm talking with people or around people and feel like I did or said something stupid. Like the other night, I was shaking people's hands when we left a party, and I was kinda bent over the table, and this lady was looking at me, but didn't have her hand stretched out, and I thought I should, but I didn't, and she was like staring at me, and I ended up not shaking her hand... and it's still eating at me! I don't really like parties, and I usually don't socialize unless someone talks to me first.

Anyway, packing! I should be doing that now, but I'm so sore... and such a great procrastinator.

Feeling better than yesterday, but disappointed in myself for a bad day yesterday. It was uncalled for with no trigger and I broke down in tears, balled up in bed. Now I'm not as sad, but guilty, I guess.

[whimsygirl]

Originally Posted by Tru_Butterfly

Feeling better than yesterday, but disappointed in myself for a bad day yesterday. It was uncalled for with no trigger and I broke down in tears, balled up in bed. Now I'm not as sad, but guilty, I guess.

Oh Butterfly.....Although I don't know all the details, I hate to hear you being so hard on yourself. You deserve your own compassion turned inwards. Please be kind to yourself, as this is not an easy road. Hugs.....

[Nammu]

In tons of pain, but really F*^@$%^ glad to be out of the hospital from a police hold, asked to talk to a mental health deputy and they send three cops! I wasn't suicidal!

Ain't life grand!!? When you need to be in you can't get in or can't get help, when all you want is to talk you get locked up without glasses or being able to hear and they change all your medications on you so your once controlled chronic pain is now out of control!!!

[Nammu]

On the other hand.......maybe it's the new treatment for drug resistant treatment..................I'm not so depressed any more.........................I'm angry as hell.