[doggiedo]

I have a killer stomach ache tonight and I realized I have no one to even tell or that would care, other than my parents who live out of state. No one to take ate of me if I were sick. I mean geeze- two yrs ago when I was newly divorced I was having a gal bladder attack and had to drive myself to the hospital while throwing up in my car- it was so painful I shoulda called an ambulance.

Anyhow. It made me remember that now as I lay imbed feeling really sick aknowing that I can't text or even call anyone for support or to just complain to. It's just me. In the end, it's always just me.

I mean what if something horrible happened- my neighbors would be the ones to find me, alone, on the floor of my apt- stinking up the place or something. Idl. Horrible thought, but ts true. No one cares that I have a stomach ache. It's like I don't even exist.

[AngelWolf3]

I just now read your post, how is your stomach this morning? I am sorry that there is no one locally for you. I don't even know what to say because nothing I could say will probably change that for you. Just know that I am sending healing thoughts your way. (When my roommate leaves on business for months at a time, I go through the same thing; i seriously had the same thought, like if I passed out on the bathroom floor, no one would notice that I was even missing.) I know where you are coming from. let us know how you are doing today...

[jlmass]

Hope that you are feeling better today.

[doggiedo]

I'm sorry u r in the same boat. It is really sad. I took some medicine last night and finally got to sleep, and today I feel better. I have ulcerative colitis and haven't been eating good food, so I am sure that isn't helping. Yesterday I had Dortitos for dinner, cookies, and a lot of chocolate. Not good. Thanks for checking in.