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Apr 25, 2006, 04:27 PM
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make me feel so down and sad inside...
I was adopted into a wealthy family at 7 yrs old and with my grades I was supposed to go to university... I met my first husband at 16...17 pregnant and married to someone now I know was just looking for a green card... 18 had my daughter...moved to Portugal... lived my nightmare(s)...if you have seen the film "never without my daughter" with sally field....well, my nightmare was worse and it took me over a yr to escape.... My family never accepted my decisions and they were sooo dissapointed with me... Because he followed me back I chose a tuff military as my second husband...who actually helped deport my 1st with the rcmp immigration task force... Moved to quebec with my 2nd husband, posted, and he ended up leaving me for a military officer (younger female of course) even though I was only 28... Now I am 33, no career...totally messed up....and my daughter is taking drugs at 15.... She blames it on me because I started drinking when my x left me and I have developed a problem with alcohol....  I try to take it one day at a time but all of this keeps flooding my head at any given time!!!!  sorry if this is a bit much..... I really feel like releasing/ maybe venting,Patricia
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Apr 25, 2006, 04:40 PM
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Hey Patricia...Sorry that you are really feeling the weight of many things right now.
Are you in therapy? Maybe it would be helpful to seek a counselor who you can talk to. You are very young, only 33. You have so much life still to live. Please be kind to yourself...
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Apr 25, 2006, 07:27 PM
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It is good to vent and get things out that are bothering you. I admire you for that ..It's so hard for me.
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Apr 25, 2006, 11:30 PM
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sounds like you have had allot of emotional things happen in life. I agree.. sounds like you may need a friend, clergy member, or therapist to help you sort through these issues. Feel free to talk to us too.. Take care of yourself.
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Apr 26, 2006, 09:47 AM
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Thank you for the advice and support...
It made me feel better releasing... my mind goes so fast with so many things sometimes I question my own sanity...and I can be way too emotional! I don't know why but most of the time I see my emotions as weakness... I think it has a lot to do with being around military for so long..... I do respect the self disciplin and control.... I actually almost joined when I was 21!  .....ha, me taking orders all the time......  ....not a good idea!I'm too messed up anyway, for now I am going to work on myself and later maybe the career. Thanks again and Joyous, I hope you will be able to release and vent too... it does help! 
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