[Mystry]

I want so much to rise above the garbage and find a place to call home...home is so far away and getting further from me...the other day I was replying to a poem in CC and just lost it and started replying to all the posts with just the person's name who posted it...I think that was a cry for help or it was just another step in me losing my mind...I have no idea why really and the only reason I stopped was because I got a pm asking what I was doing...I am so lost...even with a T I feel I can't let him in too deep...the group session isn't going anywhere either...I wonder where it will all end...but then deep down I know where it will end...if I could get it straight in my head that it's not too late...but it just won't stop...I'm sorry for going on like this...

[Rhapsody]

Remember........ Feelings Buried Alive Never Die....... YOU must open up and allow some one into that deep dark space that you hide so well from within (and) then and only then will you start to HEAL....... when you let another share your secret(s) / fears.

BTW --->>> --->>> --->>> --->>> --->>> A person is only as SICK as their SECRETS.

LoVe,
Rhapsody -

((((((((Mystry))))))))))
Im so sorry you are struggling. You are in my thoughts. I care!!!