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Dec 29, 2003, 01:29 AM
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I hurt myself today to see if I still feel, I focus on the pain the only thing that's real. The needle tears a hole the old familar sting try to kill it all away but i remember everything. what have i become my sweetest friend. Everyone I know goes away in the end.....I will let you down, I will make you hurt...I wear this crown of [censored] upon my liars chair FULL OF BROKEN THOUGHTS I CANNOT REPAIR! Beneath the stage of time the feeling disappear....I am still right here...-"Hurt"-Nine-Inch-Nails
This describes me to a T. I feel this way everyday. I let people down. I make others hurt, and the pain is all that is real....i hate my life. I wanna die. I am so stupid and pathetic. I know i said I wouldn't post. Proves how stupid and pathetic i really am....i gotta leave....GOD! I hate myself....i'm just...UGHHH>> [b]<font color=blue>he plus side you killed the bench, which was starting to look shifty."-Oz of Buffy the Vampire Slayer[b]<font color=blue>
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Dec 29, 2003, 01:50 AM
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Aw shucks dreamer.. but don't beat yourself up over it... it's true thatSI can release you from much... Try to not concentrate on the SI but on it's triggers...working on recognizing them and easing them will ease the SI. You will get better.
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Dec 29, 2003, 02:23 AM
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Keep posting, Dreamer, and let us know what we can do to support you in trying to get out of that depressive spiral that you are in, OK? You can make it thru.! Warmest regards, Peanut
<font color=blue>HI FROM PEANUT</font color=blue> 
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Dec 29, 2003, 11:18 PM
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thank you both for your support
[b]<font color=blue>"On the plus side you killed the bench, which was starting to look shifty."-Oz of Buffy the Vampire Slayer[b]<font color=blue>
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Dec 31, 2003, 01:37 AM
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))))))))))HUGS(((((((((((
Sorry I missed your post last night. I know it is hard when there seems nothing more to care or give. I 'v e been there too and I know at times it really hits hard. Don't give up don't give in. Tell yourself that it is you who in the end will be the one who will win. You are a winner even when it seems the game is gone, you will win the battle though is tough and you are doing well for you. don't let the depression take you out, cause I know you gotta fight and you will be ok. Stay ahead of the depression, throw punches at the depression and know that you won. Even if it is just one minute at a time, even one second at a time. I am on your team!! I'm cheering you to go on...... Hugs KRZYKRIS If you think you have totally gave up, you haven't, because you are here!
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