ARGH!

Buuu-mer!! I was supposed to baby-sit two of my grandkids tonight and now it's off. Hubby's gone to LA for the Rose Bowl game! I tried to call him before he got too far down the road, but true to form, he didn't call until he got there!!! WAAAAAAA! Dip stick!!!!

Now I'm sitting here all alone, once again, on New Year's Eve! Dang it!!

But... like I said in my "Happy New Year" wish for everybody, I gotta try and find something positive in this problem. I don't wanna!! ... oh, well ... I guess I can watch all the fireworks from other cities on TV. And at least I got a kiss from hubby before he left, which I probably wouldn't have gotten if he'd stayed. Suppose he felt guilty 'cause he was leaving me alone? Nah! He thought I was going to baby-sit.

Hmmm... suppose I could order a pizza to eat while I watch TV. That's different for me! (reluctantly ing) HUMMMFF!!!!

Anyone else alone out there?

Gosh dang it!!!!!!!!!!

Aw MAN!

Sorry Sept - that stinks! It's only 6:30pm here. Well, you're in California, so same time for you. My boyfriend will be home in about and hour and a half. I feel bad - he wants to go to a party but I really don't want to go. I guess I shouldn't complain -- 6 months ago I could barely get him out of bed, let alone to a party. But I really don't feel like it...

Happy New Year to you, Sept. I vote for the pizza. Or is it too late for you to go get a roll of cookie dough?!

We are ALL going to be a-ok!

Sweety, I am here!

Of course I wouldn't have mind to go dance the night away
But then I would be lost in music in my world and be alone too
So I might as well be here with you
At least we are two to find our way
Even if in here there is no fireworks in sight
Who can say, like us, they have a real friend tonight
To walk by their side
In year 2004 in pride

((((((((((((((((((((((Tomi))))))))))))))))))))))))

with friendship and love
nightdream

I am... it's 11pm... was just wondering if I was going to bother 1) staying on the site 2) watch tv 3) forget this and go to sleep or 4) kiss 2003 goodbye and die.

Please research anything I suggest before believing...

i'm here alone too. mostly by choice, but i really can't go out. not ready yet, not nearly.

happy new year everyone (11:19 here and counting)

-- The world is what we make of it --
-- Dave
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It is now officially 2004,

I was alone but not, as I was with your post right here on my computer when I watched the TV across the room and watched the ball drop on **** clarks ABC Times square on my tv, so I guess I wasn't all the way alone. Although just a while ago as I watched all the people celebrate, out of their homes, having fun and togetherness, and I cried for the first time in months and the last for 2003. Then I said go to the forums, and now it is a new year, and I am grateful.

Happy new year and Best wishes to you and your loved ones,

KrazyKris

Krazy Kris

Spread the joy of a positive 2004 remember random acts of kindness

If you think you have totally gave up, you haven't, because you are here!

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I am sooo sorry...I know how much you were looking forward to spending the evening with your grandchildren.

Did you order your pizza? We had pizza here too lol what else is new eh? The kids only lasted til 10 o'clock LOL Timmy was trying for midnight but fell asleep.

I watched the fireworks on tv for Halifax and they were awesome....I was thinking of you and hoping your new year is a wonderful one.


Heather

I hear ya, Sept, AAAAAAAAARRRRRRRRRRGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!

But

Happy New Year!!!

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Well... dang it, again! LOL I didn't spend NYE alone after all. My youngest... and it's about time ya'll learned his name... John and his dad decided not to leave for LA that night after all. They called from John's house when they finally did answer my page. I could hear my granddaughter in the background "Go get Bela! Go get Bela!" but they still didn't say anything about coming back. I didn't say anything either because they were in the RV that gets 8 mpg! It's 40 miles to John's house and the RV had already gone that distance once. About an hour later, I heard a big motor stop in front of my house. hehehe It was the RV. I had to pack real quick and I don't like doing things in a rush! It was all worth it, however, when I opened the door to the RV. There were two sunshine faces smiling at me as I climbed in! Those two babies' faces lit up like Christmas trees!

So... three days later, I'm finally back home. Whew!! Am I tired!! I sure envy those of you who got to see the fireworks on TV and ... did anyone come to chat at midnight??

I don't know what I want on NYE or what I expect... but it's never really fun for me. I know I was wishing I was at home at my computer, though. I missed you guys!!

Nightdream... think very hard about getting some training on writing poetry, Sweet Lady. Your very soul comes through in your words! Beautifull!!

Sorry I missed you! I wish that I could have been online so I maybe we could have at least joined in chat and both ordered and eaten pizza together. Would have been nice! I spent the night alone and cleaning. I put a frozen dinner in the microwave. Sad, huh? At least I was productive. LOL

I was alone on New Year's Eve and New Year's Day. In fact, I'm still alone, but I don't mind it. I slept most of the time anyway, because my pdoc increased some of my prescriptions and added Seroquel 200 mg.

I've actually enjoyed having all this time to myself----(Social phobia is one of my dx's, so I didn't want to go anywhere.)

Today I'm working on a painting that I've neglected for a long time. I'll be alone for the rest of the weekend, so maybe I'll even get it finished!

That would have been fun, Inkblot! Maybe someone will think of having a "party" in the chat room next year.

Don't feel bad. I usually spend the Eve and the next day alone. It just never has been a family day for us for some reason. It was when I was growing up. The city I lived in had a huge parade. We'd set up around 6 am since the route was only one block from where we lived. My aunt, uncle and all 8 cousins would turn out with the three of us, then we'd go have tamales or some big meal at either our house or one of the relatives. YUM!! All of that went by the wayside when my aunt passed. Strange, isn't it, that there is always one that is the glue for the rest of the family. When they're gone, so is the family unity. Wish she'd passed her secret on to me.

I was here (in chat) at midnight. Wish you could have joined us. There were a few others too, but I'm not sure if I should name names or not. Anyway, it was nice to bring in the new year with friends.

And I'm glad that you weren't alone afterall and did get to be with people you love.

<font color=green>"Loneliness does not come from having no people about one, but from being unable to communicate the things that seem important to oneself, or from holding certain views which others find inadmissible" Carl Jung</font color=green>