[Opfwilllive]

I'm getting kind of desperate. I don't know why,but I feel as if I need someone to tell me its ok.
my bones and my chest have been hurtin[ all day and I'm just a teenager.
I don't have anyone to talk to.
I wish I could make myself feel better. I wish I was my own freind.
I don't know if I'm normal or not, but being sad really hurts. I don't want to speak to anyone because nobody listens to me. I'm always cut off or ignored, and no matter how loud I shout, I am ignored.
I lost all my freinds, and I don't want them back.
I wish I didn't drive myself crazy when I'm alone.
I always feel too nervous when others are around

I'm very sad.
I wish I knew a way to deal with the pain.

I wish all of u havin a ****** day would eventually have a better happy day.
sorry if I'm unintentionally rude

We're listening How did you lose your friends?

[anjelmarie]

Sorry for your pain. I also am lonely and have lost all my friends and right now can't even deal with being around them or talking to them. When you are feeling so horribly its kind of hard to have normal conversations and idle chit chat. I know i can't do it. I want someone to let me talk about my pain without feeling uncomfortable and just being there for me. Unfortunately not many people are able to do that. That is why i get on these sites because people understand where i am coming from. The only thing i can suggest is continue to come on sites like this and maybe look for a group for depressed people close to where you live. When you are feeling better about yourself you can try mingling with people that don't know your depressed. There is a website called meetup.com where you can meet people with similar interests. Hope you feel better soon.

[Opfwilllive]

Well. I was just unintrested in them. one friend was just living her life with her bf, so I wasn't gettin[ adiquete attention and the other one just constantly pisses me off about like nothing.
I can't talk to my parents m* therapists don't listen to me and my counceler is just dissapointing.
I can understand someone trying to make a point, but everyones always talkin over me cuttin me off, and its everyoned even when I'm forward and agressive about m* remark, they seem to have the attention span of a butterfly. its very frustratin and dissapointin.
thank you.

[Madison Park]

Originally Posted by Opfwilllive

Well. I was just unintrested in them. one friend was just living her life with her bf, so I wasn't gettin[ adiquete attention and the other one just constantly pisses me off about like nothing.
I can't talk to my parents m* therapists don't listen to me and my counceler is just dissapointing.
I can understand someone trying to make a point, but everyones always talkin over me cuttin me off, and its everyoned even when I'm forward and agressive about m* remark, they seem to have the attention span of a butterfly. its very frustratin and dissapointin.
thank you.

It's so hard when you feel nobody really hears you. I just joined this site and I hope it will help. When I was younger I often felt almost invisible. I think it's very difficult to keep friends when you're really down. It's good that you're trying to be heard. Maybe they will get better at listening. I hope things will get better soon.

[gma45]

It's ok! It will be alright! Just give yourself some time. We will listen here if all else fails don't give up!

[Opfwilllive]

;D ty all.

[yellowted]

hugs x being in pain when alone and with no one to tell you 'it will be ok' is not a good combination, i know i have been there and not only got the photo but the whole album!
be reassured that everything seems to hurt far more when you are alone, that does not mean it is, it is just your brain working over time on the what ifs and paniking. Try not to worry too much, try distracting yourself some how, i find jigsaws or tv are good distractions but best of all is the internet esp here as talking with others all be it remotely allows your mind to think of other things rather than focus on your pain.
There is always someone here to talk to and they will not cut you off or ignore you x
be gentle with yourself
hugs x

[BodyMindSoul]

I am in your predicament as well. people say that our feelings are not important but I think they are really important. so i understand how you feel. try to focus on something you enjoy. i like to surround myself with really positive colors, clothes and objects. It always works out in the end . I think you are an amazing person and I hope you find some one special. Kudos