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Well, since last night I decided I really am falling apart right now, even if nobody else can see it.
I mean the anxiety, panic attacks, nightmares, severe depression, cutting, flashbacks, and unfortunately, yes, suicidality all points to something bad. I'm going to partial on Tuesday and my resource coordinator (like an ICM) is coming Monday...so I'll get to talk to someone about this stuff. I just hope I can hold on that long. I still have to get through the weekend. Last night I had horrible nightmares. I woke up and started to cry. I'll write about it in the Survivors of Abuse forum when I get there. But I just am really trying so hard just to stay...here.
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Please stay safe (((((( Lex ))))))
(I'll try too ![]()
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Memories of traumas always disturb "real life" while trying to work through them. It's nearly Sunday now... try to distract yourself from thinking, and allow the therapy time to find the answers. TC
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Oh, Rachel! You can do this, hon! Keep fighting!!!!
(((((((((((( Rachel ))))))))))))) ![]() ![]() |
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Just keep posting...that will help keep you busy until your appointment!
Be safe...we're with you! DJ
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Peace, DJ "Maturity is nothing more than a firmer grasp of cause and effect." -Bob "and the angels, and the devils, are playin' tug-o-war with my personality" -Snakedance, The Rainmakers |
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Thank you everyone for your support. It means so much to me.
I am doing better now. I mean last night and this morning I was a mess but have seemed to weather the storm and am feeling better.
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That is good to hear. Please try to hang in there. Sending you lots of safe vibes!
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Hi Lexi, hang in there, you can do it. How bout some duct tape to hold you together? I am sorry you are in so much pain. Can you be with safe people? Continued success.
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(((((((((Lexi)))))))))) I'm glad you're feeling a little better.
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I'm so sorry You are going thru this kind of flashbacks,if it helps I think u are a nice and wonderful person treat urself with care and I think u are specail and hate what this is doing to u.You have given me some very helpful feedback in the past and it helped me I care about you if you want to talk to me u can private message me,hang in there (((((((lex))))))
Love Ya Tita
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