Thanks for the replies, and concern

Thank you all for your replies. I see my therapist on the 14th, and am hoping that, that will help. I am also hoping that she won't put me in the hospital, however, only time can tell. I am ok, I just have bad days, and have been having a string of them recently. I am sorry for worrying anyone. DocJohn sent me a message about suicidal posts. I guess mine have been suicidal, and I am sorry for that. I think that I will stop posting for a while. For real this time. I know I've said it before, but this will be my last post for a while. I will post sometime after the 14th to let you know how it went w/ my therapist, that is if i'm not in the hospital. Anyway, thank you all for your help. I will come to the fourms, and read posts, so if you reply I will see it. I may even be in chat a few times. Other than that, I'll just loom around. Don't worry, I've been through worse, and I will survive, most likely at least. Thanks Again..

~Dreamer~

[b]<font color=blue> How very empty is my soul, it is a soul that feels no thrill, it is a soul that could easily kill...--Cake[b]<font color=blue>

I wish you all the best, Dreamer. I hope that things start getting better for you soon.

<font color=green>"Loneliness does not come from having no people about one, but from being unable to communicate the things that seem important to oneself, or from holding certain views which others find inadmissible" Carl Jung</font color=green>

I don't know you too well, but I hope everything goes well with you, and that things get better! Good luck

(((((((((((((((H U G S)))))))))))))))

Hang in there, I belive you are trying and wish you the best
BE GOOD TO YOURSELF AND DONT GIVE UP!

Take Care and good luck with the Therapist.

KRIS


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