[Lecrea]

I have nobody By my side No friends Just Me alone Stuck In this dark side Of the world all my true friends traveled and left forever. I Love my Family and all But they don't Understand at all
I have been struggling with Anxiety and Depression For soo long and it has ruined my life i failed school and struggling to enter a University. I have been Diagnosed With Major Depressive disorder, Panic Disorder and Agoraphobia and am 18. I tried Meds But they Made me paranoid so i left them.
That lonely feeling is Miserable along with Dark thoughts and fear of Death and Anxiety This is just too Much. I don't think I Could Win Anymore

I am sorry you are hurting and feel so alone. I have felt the same way. You mentioned you tried an Rx but it didnt work for you. Do you have a T that you can speak with, so you can express your feelings and thoughts in a supportive, caring environment. I found that it helps so much to have someone outside of family and friends to talk to. Also, it is great that you are here. There are many very supportive, caring members that can relate to what you are feeling and are happy to lend a shoulder, an ear, offer support if asked...

Please keep posting and let us know how you are doing. You are not alone.

[Leed]

Bless your heart. I'm so sorry you feel so horrible. I've been where you are and I know how terrible it is.

Have you talked to a therapist? You really need to enter therapy! A therapist is the best route to take. A therapist can help you deal with the depression and anxiety. They can give you the tools you need to deal with it. They certainly helped me. But I also needed medication as I also have clinical depression (major depressive disorder). Even tho you tried medications and it didn't work, that doesn't mean ALL of them won't work. There are lots of meds that might work. Just cause one didn't work doesn't mean ALL won't work.

You might ask about Cymbalta -- that works well for lots of people. I'm on the maximum dosage of 120mg per day and it works very well. I take 60mg in the morning and 60mg at night. I do very well on it. Just a suggestion.

Please try therapy. I wish you the very best. Once you feel better it will be easier to make friends and get involved, I promise. God bless and please take care. Hugs, Lee

[Lecrea]

I cant go to a Therapist Because my Health insurance just got over two weeks ago and my parents Wont pay me money to see a therapist. i even went to my psychiatric with my pocket money with the help of insurance. am Extremely afraid of pills after i Tried them and they made me paranoid. I Just wished the world ended on 21
I Never had suicidal Thoughts or Tried Hurting myself Because am religious But i dont know what will happen I f i continue living this way. I even tried travelling away from this county and to my home country Egypt which is wonderful But it was too Cold and My Blood pressure was extremely High So i had to come Back To Dubai Which is miserable am still waiting to get accepted By This university If i do i this will wase some of my misery .

[david11]

Depression is very dangerous disease for our health and our body, when the person fed up and tension gain then it is develop and then depression feel the person is lonely nobody want to him and feel nobody love to him, its best solution to realize the person is not for lonely.

[InfiniteSadness]

i feel the same way.... its a truly terrible feeling..

[Ladyzero]

Me too. See my post
very alone.

Totally alone in the world. An awful feeling. When really no one cares.