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Old Jan 02, 2013, 12:21 AM
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All of a sudden in November I have been moving forward, I have gone out with friends, gone to work, moved into a new place, gone shopping, my perspective has even shifted. It scares the shiet out of me to be in a deep dark place for over a year consistantly, isolating, crying, not moving, feeling absolutly hopeless, etc to literally all of sudden throwing myself into life and keeping it going. I have ethier gotten back into my regular pattern of feeling great during the winter and spring and will shift back into a low pattern during the summer and fall like I was or compltely snapping last year may have broken that pattern because I didnt have the high last winter I stayed in a major depressive state until mid november 2012 just outta the blue.
weirdness..........

now granted I am not 100 % but I am definetly not in a "major" depressive statee right now!
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Old Jan 02, 2013, 12:39 AM
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That is so great cita! It is so odd how the episodes can come and go with no real explanation sometimes... I hope it lasts for you, and that you continue your forward movement.
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((((cita)))) you've done so many amazing things lately, I hope you continue to stay clear of the pattern
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That's great !! You've really done a 180! I'm proud of you! Let's don't even consider you going "back" to that awful time!

But -- if it should happen, would you please go see your doc and get on an antidepressant? It could be temporary, but sounds like it might be needed. In fact if it happens again he might tell you to stay on them!

Best of luck and PLEASE keep us updated, will you? Thanks! Hugs, Lee
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that's awsome...

hope you continue feeling good
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Old Jan 04, 2013, 04:35 PM
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That's great !! You've really done a 180! I'm proud of you! Let's don't even consider you going "back" to that awful time!

But -- if it should happen, would you please go see your doc and get on an antidepressant? It could be temporary, but sounds like it might be needed. In fact if it happens again he might tell you to stay on them!

Best of luck and PLEASE keep us updated, will you? Thanks! Hugs, Lee


The medication subject is aggravating lol. When I had my first severe episode with anxiety/panic attacks I was put on Celexa which worked great but then I came off of it after 6 months because I didnt want to depend on it and thought I just had a temporary imbalance from the birth control I was taking. Ever since then I havent been able to get back on meds succesfully.
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