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Jul 28, 2006, 08:57 PM
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i want to be free of this depression, i really, really do...and now that i've adressed it the reasons for it have all bubbled up...my childhood...i feel like i was the most beautiful little girl so full of promise but somewhere along the line she died because she was forced to be an adult long before her time...she had to bear the brunt of her family's problems. and far out, now i feel like that little girl within me has risen from the dead or something and will not be ignored this time. everyday i struggle with memories of my childhood, and i don't want to be held back by these any longer.
i wonder what will get rid of my pain, self-harm didn't make it go away, neither did starving myself...and now i'm doing it the "proper" way with therapy and everything and yet my pain is still there.
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Jul 28, 2006, 10:19 PM
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Doesn't seem fair does it?
 No matter what you do to get rid of the pain it seems to stick around.**hugs** since I have no advice to give, just that I understand that.
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Jul 28, 2006, 11:29 PM
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(((((((Zombiette)))))))
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Jul 28, 2006, 11:43 PM
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thank u both for your understanding...it just seems so overwhelming, i want to move on but it is hard work and the past just seems to keep haunting me. and the worst thing is i just don't know why b/c everything in my life is going fine right now, it's just this damn darkness that won't go away
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Jul 28, 2006, 11:49 PM
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Same here ... totally understand you **hugs** please take care and PM me whenever okay?
Darkness can smother, and it sucks when everything else is going alright.
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