[lostangel]

Well today my sister told me i no longer have a sister or she has a sister. that really top it all.

no wonder i have depression and so fk in the head. my family is so cold and always jumping down on me. i know i made mistakes and i know i may have said things that hurt but they need to know how i feel and i guess that is something i should have not did. see my mom always loved my sister more then me, my mom always loved her kids more then my kids. my mom and my sister both have a problem with me visiting them at their house but it is ok for each of them to go to each of their house and i can not. my sister said she has alot on me why she peee off about well so do i. my sister hurt me too and so did my mom. but now she gone to far with no sister now.

i was told i should turn my back. that is hard to do.

[Rhapsody]

((((((( HUGS ))))))) – I know how it feels to have your family turn against you or to have a parent chose one kid over other… it is a hurt that should have never been.

Here is a POEM that I wrote about my Sister and I…

Like whither leaves on a full fall day my sister and I have gone away.
She looked beyond what I held in my soul; instead she believed what others told.
Pain and hurt is mine once more for she wasn’t careful and her anger closed the door.
(cb)

LoVe,
Rhapsody -

[lostangel]

thanks. it does hurt.

family has the ability to hurt us more than anyone else. i'm sorry that you and your sister aren't getting along.

take care of yourself and your family now. things might change, but if they don't..you'll be in a better spot for yourself. xoxox pat

[lostangel]

thanks. we will never be the same now. but i understand what you mean. thanks

(((((((lostangel)))))))
Family relationships can be so painful yet in spite of all the pain-you just can't seem to part with them. Gluttons for punishment? Idon't know.
I understand how you're feeling. It really hurts to feel left out.

[lostangel]

it hurts when they leave me and my kids out. i do not ask for much just to see them and be apart of them and everything they do. and for them to be apart of us too. my mom said i live to far and cost too much money and my sister said we live on both side of the city. what a hour away from eachother. that does not brother me one bit. you are right blutton for pain. i should turn my back. thanks.

[Lexicon78]

(((((debbie)))))

[lostangel]

ok