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Apr 01, 2013, 02:06 PM
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Depressed again, and feeling rotten. All I've done lately is hurt people. I can't even find words to express the depths of my self-hatred. The gaps between depression and emptiness are filled with it.
I don't want to feel better either, because I deserve to feel this way. I'm a piece of slime.
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Apr 01, 2013, 02:50 PM
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I understand. I feel the same way.
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Apr 01, 2013, 03:43 PM
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I suffer with self hatred too and it's horrid but it is something that I am working on in therapy right now, I can tell you though Ultra you don't deserve to feel this way
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Apr 01, 2013, 03:48 PM
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On some level I think we need to be aware that our self-loathing comes from our depression.
How are you getting treatment for it, Buttercup? (I mean more what techniques is your therapist using?) |
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Apr 01, 2013, 03:52 PM
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Apr 01, 2013, 04:06 PM
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I've been trying to look at my situation in different ways. I'm still at least 50% responsible for for how I feel, though. Which means I deserve to feel bad for my share of the problem. I call it, "taking responsibility for my actions, and finding out I don't want to be responsible for them".
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If we believe we can't lose Even mountains will move It's my faith, it's my life This is our battle cry! -Skillet |
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Apr 01, 2013, 04:12 PM
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You mean you are remembering things you have done that you perceive as bad?
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#8
Apr 01, 2013, 04:25 PM
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You don't have to perceive them as bad when people have told you they're bad, but yes.
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Apr 01, 2013, 04:34 PM
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I believe people including myself with addiction and mental illness are NOT bad people trying to become good people......but sick people trying to get well!
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Apr 01, 2013, 04:50 PM
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I have no garantee that I even am ill, and I have no way to get a diagnosis. I may just be a person who wants to belong somewhere, even if it is with people who are ill. I feel fake.
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If we believe we can't lose Even mountains will move It's my faith, it's my life This is our battle cry! -Skillet |
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Apr 01, 2013, 07:17 PM
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Dont really know what to say Ultra, sorry you're feeling bad.
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