[Cosmo25]

The sun is out and everyone is outside having fun. The day probably looks beautiful to allot of people.. not to me though. This summer I'm not happy for a day like today, it is hard to go outside when nothing looks or feels beautiful anymore.

[LadyShadow]

I know what you mean, The sun is out which makes it hot and uncomfortable. I absolutely HATE summer. Give me a cold miserable rainy day any day and I will be happy.

But I am sorry you feel this way, hopefully things will look up for you soon.

[Leed]

Hi Cosmo ~ I'm sorry you're feeling so depressed. But there is NO REASON to say this way, my friend. You have options.

First, you need to talk with your medical doctor and make sure you're healthy. I assume you are, so then your doctor should refer you to a good therapist. You really need THERAPY for your depression. Depression is an ILLNESS that is recognized by the medical profession. So since it's an illness, it needs to be treated!! A therapist is the one to treat it.

If you cannot afford therapy, your medical doctor can STILL help you. Yes, I know that most people do not want to take medications, like an anti-depressant, but would you rather SUFFER like this for the rest of your life -- or until circumstances change, whenever that may be???? Talk with your doctor, my friend. You won't regret it.

God bless and please take care! Hugs, Lee

[bharani1008]

I so agree with Leeds. There is help out there. I know. I have gotten it and it works for me. Like she says----why suffer?
I'm so sorry you are so sad. It's frustrating to see other people being happy and carefree when you are down. It just doesn't seem fair.
Please post here and let us give you some support. Most of us know exactly how you feel. Just rant away!!!!
I hope you feel better soon

[gracez]

Hi Cosmo,

I'm so sorry you feel that way. I've been feeling exactly that way, for about a year. I don't see any beauty anymore, although on occasion I try again - to show myself a rose or something, check it out, and label it as beautiful.

Since you haven't always felt that way there just HAS to be a return to experiencing beauty again. Can you look for some ways to find it? I really hope for you.

Keep in touch, hope to see you posting around.

Gracez

summer is a huge trigger for me.

for that exact reason... seems like everyone has their life planned- and are doing really lovely things, but meee.

it really sucks- and hate it.. give me the darkness outside