[IcryWhoAmI]

So today I did what I set out to do, which makes a change. Went to the opticians, got new glasses. Literally new ones, usually they just replace the frames but they don't have mine anymore, so I had to pay a bit more than usual so they could re-size the lens to fit a new frame... Anyway who wants details. And then I made an appointment at the dentist. Boooo! But yeah, a productive day I think.
It's funny because when I'm out somewhere I feel fine, I thinks it's because of all the distractions everywhere, it takes your mind off things. Yet, when your at home, you're just left alone with your own thoughts. Bad thoughts.

Originally Posted by IcryWhoAmI

So today I did what I set out to do, which makes a change. Went to the opticians, got new glasses. Literally new ones, usually they just replace the frames but they don't have mine anymore, so I had to pay a bit more than usual so they could re-size the lens to fit a new frame... Anyway who wants details. And then I made an appointment at the dentist. Boooo! But yeah, a productive day I think.
It's funny because when I'm out somewhere I feel fine, I thinks it's because of all the distractions everywhere, it takes your mind off things. Yet, when your at home, you're just left alone with your own thoughts. Bad thoughts.

I can completely relate. At home alone is the worst when depression has set in.

[tigerlily84]

Money is extra tight because I missed several days at work. As a result I have to miss my appointment with my T today. I've been going every two weeks as an experiment and so far I'm doing okay with a few moments that were bad. I was looking forward to seeing my T but it's so far away that I can't afford the gas.

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[Clara22]

I got a call that a psychiatrist and a psychologist will visit my home, they will try to intervene for my brother to get psychiatric attention, i will ask for help, as well. I am hopeful

[herethennow]

Had a really bad trigger ystd. Spent the rest of the day trying to coax myself; to not go into another crisis. Im tired. Im really tired.

[don964964]

HUGS
to ya'll
wonderful weather almost hot. in the desert .. dam cold now.
fired up the diggings .. been awhile .. man it be hard to look over the mountain and see what is or isn't there .. guess I will do it again tomorrow ... I will ....
I will beat this and so will you .....
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[Rose76]

Made myself useful today. Still sad about not getting in job training program.

[Paralian]

Downs: Slept lots and lots (too much).

Ups: Managed to be somewhat productive considering, found some potential art therapists, I listed my DailyMood as good-not bad or even okay/mixed- for the first time because it was today.

[shortandcute]

[tokiwartooth]

I'm really sick still, and I'm not getting any better. I'm going back to the doctor again, this is the fourth time in 2 weeks, because this thing, whatever it is, is still holding on. I'm still running a fever, my throat still feels like razors, and I'm even taking antibiotics, and it's not helping. My chest hurts, everything still aches. And I'm supposed to leave for Milwaukee on Sunday...

[Bark]

Saw my psychologist for the first time in about a month today. Talked about stuff that got me agitated. Hopefully my mood stays nice and stable and I'm able to study without falling asleep or having negative thoughts take over. I see her again in about two weeks.

Come on, study....

[Rose76]

for awhile I was doing the best I've done in months. Things are awful now . . . just awful.

i've not been too bad today i guess.

less depressed, and more anxious and frustrated etc

[happy 2 b here]

not good -- confused, overwhelmed

[bronzeowl]

Pretty dang... even today. For lack of a better term. Not too far up, not too far down. Coffee has me a bit wired, that's 'bout it. Need to start on my English assignment, but no incentive to do so at the moment. I'm looking forward to seeing an old friend this weekend. Not looking forward to explaining all the changes I've underwent (cue awkward laugh). But at least I'm not depressed or overly hyper today. So, all in all, I'm good.

Ups? Er, that would be an up.

Downs? The fact that this assignment is refusing to come to me. ><

[IcryWhoAmI]

Blah, another dull and boring day.

[don964964]

what aday ..... hummm

really depressed today.

we are planning my nan's funeral... and believe me, it really isn't a nice subject to be talking about

[IndieVisible]

I am so weird. Some times i'm on cloud 9 and then fall to the ever depths of hell and despair. I wish I could feel nothing always, it's better then feeling like your on top of the world only to eventually come tumbling down in a great fall.

[tigersassy]

Doing good,but slept wrong last night so I'm in pain. It's ok though. I'm getting a massage today after work.

[Bark]

Another ER visit. I slept most of the time. The doctor actually had to call my name a few times before I woke up and found out I was being discharged. Feeling better.

I think I'm going to withdraw from a course. I can't handle it.

[IcryWhoAmI]

Why do people have to be so malicious? Seriously, I can't have one good day without at least one person ruining everything!

[Rose76]

shattered sanity - I'm sorry about your nan.

As for me, I'm doing better . . . a bit.

Originally Posted by Rose76

shattered sanity - I'm sorry about your nan.

As for me, I'm doing better . . . a bit.

thanks

yeah it's hard to come to terms with

[tokiwartooth]

I'm still sick. They put me on azithromycin and I hope it kicks this in the butt. The doc said it is an antibiotic-resistant respiratory infection and they have seen some good results with azithromycin, so I pray that it works! I still have to leave on Sunday for Milwaukee regardless of whether I'm sick or not.