Tired of being me

I just want to sleep without taping my eye shut tonight. I just want to close my eye. I just want someone to love me. I'm just so sick of being me. I don't think anyone has hugged me in an entire month. I'm so tired of being alone. I'm turning 22 October 7th and I've never had a girlfriend, I've never even had a first kiss before. People always tell me there's nothing wrong with me, but how do I turn 22 without ever even having a first kiss unless there's something wrong with me? I don't even have any friends left to talk to about it, so I'm being selfish and making a whole thread about how useless I am.

I'm sorry you feel so alone. I don't know how to help, but I am positive you aren't the only one to turn 22 and not kissed someone. Its not over for you!
I understand needing some affection. I haven't been hugged (other than my son) for almost a year. We all need to feel loved. We also need to start with loving ourselves. I shouldn't talk since I'm struggling with it so much, but I hope you can comfort yourself somehow, do something you enjoy?
You aren't selfish posting about you here, we all need someone to talk to. I hope you feel better soon and are able to have a good sleep

You are definitely not the only one. I hate who I am and am also very tired of being me. I haven't been hugged since I was hospitalized, which has been months. I'm turning 24 on November 6th and I never had a girlfriend, never been kissed, never had any friends (yes, I've had 0 friends in my entire life). It is quite the miserable life. I totally get where you're coming from, I feel the same way. People are always saying "Oh, but you're such a nice guy" well apparently being nice is not good for one's health because I sure as hell am suffering.

"Oh, but you're such a nice guy" that's what they always say to me too... Then why isn't it ever enough? If I'm so unbelievably nice then why does nobody want anything to do with me? I hate it so much. I'm just so lonely. I reach out and people think I'm a creeper, I stay silent and people ignore me.

I'm sorry to hear you're hurting. Its not so crazy that you haven't had a kiss yet. It took a long time for me to be in a relationship when I was younger. I haven't had physical contact with anyone in a year. I'm 33 now and utterly alone so I know how you feel. All I can offer is some hugs.

I am 51, haven't touched or been touched in over 5 years. so for what ever good it will do, (Virtual hug)