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Oct 02, 2013, 07:16 PM
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One moment of helplessness, hopelessness, pain, wortlessnes and lonliness to end it all. I have never gotten to that point to do it myself, I'm not brave enough to do that. But an overdose, some kind of freak accident, a car accident, I'd be okay. I keep looking at all this medication I have and think "If I take handful of these pills will that give me peace?". I'm too tired. My life is in shambles and I cannot put it back together, even with anyone elses help. I have no support systems (half of that is my fault because I feel like it's too weird to tell my family) but very few friends who may understand somewhat, I can't keep talking to them. Which is sad enough in the first place how little support I have. I honestly feel my T is the only one that understands. I can't keep bugging her everyday. I don't want to be here. I want a way out. I need a break from life. I can't keep going every single day like this.
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 Anonymous33230, atomicc, Mr Wispers, Rohag, wiltedxdaisy
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Oct 02, 2013, 08:30 PM
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My dog  mastered the "fetch" command. He would communicate he wanted something, and I would fetch it.
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Oct 02, 2013, 08:50 PM
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I find sometimes if I do something a little different like find some where that I haven't been to before helps. It's the little things that get me through the day. Keep coming back here. We'll listen. I'll listen.
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Oct 02, 2013, 08:50 PM
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First of all, a
 for you! I'm so sorry that you are suffering so much... I understand how it is to feel like there is no hope, to have no one you feel you can talk to, to just want a break. I have and do feel all of these things. When I am feeling like I just cannot go on any longer, I like to try and just find something-- anything that I can think about or look at or do that will bring me joy or even just a smile to my face. There are so many wonderful things in life, and I know it's hard to see them when we are so far down, but please, keep looking! And do not be afraid to lean on your therapist, or on this forum, or hey, I am here too.. feel free to message me anytime! There are people who care. I hope that things will start to look up for you soon (very soon!) But in the meantime, keep hoping, keep believing, keep fighting. You ARE worth it. Also, if you do feel you are not safe, please contact someone, family, friend, therapist, crisis line. Your life matters, even if you don't think it does right now. Please be safe and do what you need to do to ensure you will be and stay safe.  |
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Oct 02, 2013, 08:56 PM
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I'm sorry you're hurting so much. I wish I could reach and give you a big hug
and tell you that there are people out there who care! You are part of a community that doesn't need to know all about you to want to see you safe and happy. I know what it's like when you feel like no one cares or understands, I know what it's like to think "why bother anymore?". There will be a light at the end of the tunnel for you and all of us who suffer. much love being sent your way and if you ever need to talk feel free to PM me !
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Allie Diagnosed: Generalized Anxiety Disorder & Obsessive Compulsive Disoder. Previous: Borderline Personality Disorder. I no longer qualify for a diagnosis of Borderline Personality Disorder, but there will always be my borderline traits that I struggle with especially during times of great stress. I've been working passionately as a therapist since December 2016
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