feeling real low also horrible

I have been having such a bad time sometimes I wish I didn't
exist. I told the nurse on my floor how badly I been feeling
I'm still on "contact Isolatation" My kidneys have some kinda problem,I finally was able to make a freind actully about 4 and because of a stupid rumors all was lost.I barley leave my room all I do is sleep wish ppl. would mind they own buisness cause they should check themselves before they wreck theysselve.these ppl. are hurting Me with rumors all me and my ppl did was watch dvds and have some sodas and munchies. it was fun. I was able to forget my troules but because of all the rumors "He said, She said" I lost evan thatI dont want to cause anyone trouble I lost my new freinds behind all that drama, I guess I should stay by myself I aint scared of nobody I know they call me junkie, spic,and crazy, also crackhead, mental paitant,thats just the nice stuff my personal favorite is "you so crazy thats why you daughter is too." I put up with it,I guess thats why Im staying in my room all day .Im so lonley thanks for letting me share.

AWWWW I'm sorry that happened to you. I hope you feel better soon.

I would hope that others would speak to those who talk so mean to you.

Name calling is sooooo juvie. ((((hugs))))

Im sorry to hear that they are treating you like that its not very nice 7 ver childish if thats how they want to be then I think that they are not worth knowing & you will be better off with out them I hoipe that you can fine someone to hang out with again real soon

Take Care

People who spead rumors are the worst...I don't even think they realize what they are doing to someone..At least I hope they don't realize, otherewise, they are just hateful hurtful people...I hope you find someone who is a true friend...which to me is someone who knows everything there is to know about you, and stays by your side anyway!!! That is a true friend!! Until then you have us here at pc

((((((( tita ))))))))

dont worry tita. that kinda stuff happens to a lot of people. people have been calling me names and spreading rumours about me for years now. im said to be 'crazy', 'a psychopath', 'a junkie', an 'alco', the list goes on and on. iv also lost loads of friends because of these rumours. but i have made new friends. and you will too. the best you can do is just realise that those people spreading those rumours and calling you names are just very immature and obvioulsy havent grown up yet. you are obviously better than them and it will make you a better person because you will know not to do those kind of things because you know what its like. people will love you for that. thats why i know your going to make friends.

take care.

((((((((Crista))))))))

I'm sorry that those people resort to such childish name-calling. That makes me less than impressed about their behaviour. About your new friends that you say you've lost, can you try to talk to them and explain your side of the story. Maybe everything can work itself out, and if it doesn't, then at least you tried.

Please take care of you. *hug*

(((( tita )))) we here care about you people can be so cruel they say meann things about others so they can feel better because they hate themselves

don't let them stop you from making friends
hope it turns around for you

I'm sorry people are being so mean to you

We care (((tita)))