[Djinn8]

I can't think of anything else. I have nothing in my life. The only thing left to me is the choice of whether to end it or not. I feel like I've been watching a film on cassette tape. The film was crap, the credits have rolled and now I'm just staring at screen filled with static. I know the tape will end on it's own, but why wait? Why watch the static when I can just push the stop button and stop wasting my time.

I have no job, no friends, no purpose. My partner betrayed me and threw my life away for her own gain. All I've ever wanted was a family and a purpose. But I've been denied my dreams.

Everyone's got to die at some point. If I do this I can choose the way. I'm scared though. I've never had to do something that takes so much courage.

[lynn P.]

I'm very sorry you're feeling so distressed and hopeless. Please reach out for professional help and avoid making this fatal decision. Life can change and you never know if things could get better for you. I had an older brother end his life 5 yrs ago and won't get into how devastating this is for family and friends. I'll leave you some links and I'll be sending positive vibes to you. I care about you.

Suicide Helpline

Suicide: Read This First

How to cope with suicidal feelings - Mind