I don"t know what the point of this is, why I'm bothering to say anything. I honestly know that I'm not good for anything anymore, and I'm a waste of space. I wish I knew how to end my pathetic existence. Unfortunately people think its selfish to do so. Its not good either way, if I stay around, I just continue to make people miserable, if I get rid of myself I will always be thought of as selfish and hurtful to everyone

[Martek]

Sorry you are feeling this, I could have written that exact sentiment last week. I still feel that but am maybe coming to terms with it. I wish you the best and hope you can find something to bring you out of this.

Isn't there anything that you want to do? For you I mean. Something that makes you feel good?

[mulan]

I wish I had something nice to say to you, but I'm not good at it either. You see, in my opinion is the disease who makes you feel this way. Everyone is good at something. At this moment I'm not good at anything either. But I try to remember the time when I was fun, when I had a nice imagination, when I was good at writting. And maybe if you get help and get better, you will discover you again. Don't quit on you.

[Vossie42]

Originally Posted by kelly4519

I wish I knew how to end my pathetic existence. Unfortunately people think its selfish to do so.

I'm feeling the same way. I've been depressed for so incredibly long that I get weaker and weaker as time goes by. I'm sorry you're feeling so horrible. I wish I could wave a magic wand to make you feel better right now. Then I would use the magic wand on everyone else.

[KarleyRaye]

I feel the same way. I feel like if i do anything i will be judged so I fake a smile and just pretend everything is okay. Occasionally people catch me crying but i just tell them a lie so they will leave me alone. I think that if i just live things out I will be able to get better, but so far i feel like no one loves me and that no one is there

Thanks for the hugs and the responses, I do appreciate that you took time to help. I'm sorry for your sufferings too. I really am. I wish I could do something right though

[Vossie42]

You did right by reaching out for help on this board. And that's enough.

[justrosie]

I know your thoughts, it's a hard thing to get out of dark thoughts, depending on your medication and the cause of your depression, the only encouragement I could share with you, is keep on talking, finding all the possible ways to rid yourself of those thoughts. We all have a purpose, it's just finding out what it is, but I can say it takes time and effort on your part. It will work, and then you can help others in the same situation.