[pacots]

Ido not know what to do, I feel my depression returning with a vengence. I am terribly unhappy, sad, & lonley. I really was happy 3 months ago, now it is back. I do not want to go see the dr. either. I was put on pristq which helped a lot & i never experienced those high feelings of not hating everyday. The medicine could not of worn off that easily. I have a very supportive husband & do not want to tell him about this. So i just go thru the motions of everyday life without feeling. I do not feel like i am living just exsisting. I also am a very religious person who prays everynight i do not go into the deep dark hole but guess what it looks like that is where i am headed.

[thevoyage]

I'm not religious, but an acquaintance I know is. She was very depressed with no way out. She started to prey before go to sleep. In the beginning, she could only cry when preying even though she was sad all the time. She almost quit. Slowly, from days to weeks, she started to feel better. Preying is another form of meditation, I suppose. No matter what, you're not alone on this. It will pass! Don't lose hope. Hope is strength. Hang in there. Feel free to message me :-)

- K

[gayleggg]

Are you still taking the Pristiq? And why do you not want to go back to the doctor? Since he helped you before, I would think that would be where you would want to start. Hope you feel better soon. Depression is rough. I know, I've been there.