[omofca]

Hotlines don't work. Medication don't work. Therapy don't work. Alcohol makes it worse. No friends. No one understands the pain. I feel so alone. I feel so hopeless. I hate everyone including my family. My pain outweighs everything else. I don't want to kill myself but I see no other way out of this hell... someone please help...

[shelbykay]

I'm sorry you're feeling so awful. I'm clawing my way out of the dark pit and don't have advice for getting out. It's a scary place to be. Are you taking medication and/or are you in therapy?

Please call 911. Please get the help you need.

[Yoda]

I was in a dark pit with no hope but after a couple of years of meeting with my T and trying different meds I have found peace. Please be patient with yourself because there is no quick fix however there is hope for change.

Keep posting on PC and I hope you will find support here.

[Idiot17]

Understand. No advice. ((((((omofca))))). Please stay safe.

[healingme4me]

Alcohol does make it worse. Everything loses efficacy. .

No advice other than laying off the bottle.



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Really no advice here either but I do understand the pain and wanting out of it. I also understand the frustration of having meds and therapy in place but them not helping at all with depression. Please keep posting here and stay safe.

[BadGirlBlues]

Please dont give up. Remember there is always inpatient. Some seem to view it negatively, but i think it is a great opportunity to get some focused help. It will also remove you from your immediate surroundings and might give you a little room to breathe and space to feel your feelings in a safe environment. Please, if you are at the end of your tether, call 911 and tell them.

[Rohag]

Omofca, how are you doing now? Have you been able to sleep?

[saveyourself1]

Im so sorry.

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[ayana95]

Im sorry your hurting. Dont hesitate to Call 911 or have someone drive you
to the nearest ER.

[dillpickle1983]

I am digging myself out of a dark pit. However those here at PC have given me hope. I hope you find comfort knowing we're all care for you. If you feel suicidal go to your nearest ER. I had to 3 weeks ago. I hope you feel better soon, wish I could be more help.

If you kill yourself there will be a hole in the Universe where you are supposed to be and that will be a very sad thing.

I encourage you to continue reaching out for help ... The pain you are feeling now will get better, it just takes time.

Do whatever it takes to keep yourself alive in the meantime, and remember to be extra patient, gentle & kind with yourself right now.

[lostbeauty]

Wish i had some reassuring words if wisdom. I have none. From one depressed person to another I can't say anything that might help because i feel the same way. But i really do hope you find peace

[lindastyles]

Pray for yourself there is peace out there I know I was just like you really like I was all alone and no one cared. I turned to Jesus and my T helped me regain my faith. Dont give up a good rule my T taught me is to wait 24 Hours before you make a choice. If you still feel suicidal call 911

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[AllyIsHopeful]

Originally Posted by omofca

Hotlines don't work. Medication don't work. Therapy don't work. Alcohol makes it worse. No friends. No one understands the pain. I feel so alone. I feel so hopeless. I hate everyone including my family. My pain outweighs everything else. I don't want to kill myself but I see no other way out of this hell... someone please help...

"Alcohol makes it worse"... Alcohol and some drugs are depressants, so even someone not struggling with SI or depression could have those feelings under the influence. Please try to avoid drinking while feeling this low, for your safety.

I'm sorry nothing seems to be helping. I'm sure everyone here could relate to some extent. I have also been dealing with SI for the past month or so (triggered by major depressive disorder). It's so tough.

Try positive self talk. When you wake up in the morning, force yourself to smile. It feels so foreign and awkward but if you smile for 30 seconds it will start your day off with a rush of endorphins. Hang in there.

[smmath]

I am sorry that you are going through this. I can relate to the things you are feeling. Please be safe. You will make it through this! I know that me telling you this won't make you feel immediently better. Sadly there is no panacea for these types of things. But there are things that can help you get better. Others here have given great advice. My advice is to talk to someone. Please don't hold what are feeling inside.

Please feel free to PM me if you want to talk. I mean that. I understand how important talking to someone who wants to help is.