what's the point?

Not sure what the point is of anything... my sister was here to visit and she just left. I miss her terribly. Live alone, eat alone, sleep alone - ALONE - a definition of my life right now. What's the point of life? Not sure... Is there one? What do I have to hold on to?

Loneliness is hard. I feel for you and what you are going through. I've been there. Hold on to the memories of times with the people you care about, and the confidence that they will come again. Now is hard, but it's not a life sentence. You are going through a lot at this time with the big adjustments you are making by moving, etc. With time you will overcome the challenges. The time just seems long when you are alone.

I'm not the best one to give advice on making new friends, because I'm not good at it. But there are constructive ways to meet people. Take a dance class or other adult extension class, e.g. Maybe someone else on the forum will have better advice. I'll just send you my best wishes that your new home will be filled with love and laughter, sooner rather than later!

Also, looking on the bright side you aren't stuck in an unhappy relationship where you are judged, discounted & maybe even abused. Not very pleasant to think about--but I sometimes have to think about how things could be much worse to make me appreciate what I do have.--Suzy

I actually have a boyfriend, but not sure if I like him - think I don't really, but am bored... at least it's something... not super happy with the relationship though... just feel that i'm on a gerbil wheel in life - not going ANYWHERE