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Old Feb 26, 2007, 12:18 PM
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heavy heart
tears overflowing
at a loss
no way of knowing
what happens next
i'm backing out
from day to day
either laugh or shout.
just want to sleep
and never wake up
unless i' free
i'm finding it tough.
can't seem to grasp
a thread this time
just falling quick,
all the way down.
self pity is ugly
i understand
just need my grandads
loving hand.

heart feels heavy
hardly a beat
confusion reigns
i feel the heat
in my face, it's hot
from so much crying
sweet release
to think of dying.

to just be still
without a care
live with angels
be light as air
but alas not so
my babies would cry
a terrible legacy
i cannot die.

so live in this hell
is what i must do
smile a brave smile
and do what i do.
tell myself come on
get yourself up
and walk that same path
til my hearts had enough.

jin xxxxx




scared... scared... scared... scared...

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Old Feb 26, 2007, 12:44 PM
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in the cruelness we have to live
sometime we feel that we own no more energy to give
to be happy and free
is what we want to be
so let us walk together
to find our way through this raging rough weather
today might be covered in darkest black
tomorrow might be a day when our strength is back
keep afloat
waiting for that lifeboat
in the meantime let us hold each other close
soon to feel as alive as a deep red rose
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Old Feb 26, 2007, 02:18 PM
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(((((((Jinnyann))))))
We're here for you. Please don't stay asleep. scared...
Keep writing to us, okay? You need more hugs...
((((((((((((JINNYANN))))))))))))))
Yes, big fat ones, too...
[[[[[[[[[[[[[[[[[Jinnyann]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]] scared... I hope that makes you feel a little better.
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Old Feb 26, 2007, 03:22 PM
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thanks nina, ben to docs, doubled medication and have 2 precious diazapam to help me through

your poem is lovely, i will cherish it

take care sweet friend

i love you, kerry xxxxx
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Old Feb 26, 2007, 03:47 PM
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scared... ((((((((((((((((( jinnyann ))))))))))))))))) scared...

scared... scared... scared... scared... scared...
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Old Feb 26, 2007, 07:16 PM
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((((((((((((((((((((Jinny my dear one))))))))))))))))))))))))

You are needed here and your words are impacting many, including me.....also not just the babies would cry....

Sending so much to you..............
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Old Feb 26, 2007, 10:03 PM
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thankyou jaxx, sorry, just felt so desparate earlier, ok now thanks to all in here

love ya xxxx
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Old Feb 26, 2007, 10:04 PM
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our lovely fuzzy, how i look forward to seeing you

love, kerry xxxxxx

scared... scared... scared...
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Old Feb 26, 2007, 10:07 PM
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(((talulah)))

thankyou for your words, they mean so much, what would i do without you all

kerry xxxx much better, doc sorted out meds i hope xx
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