there is no more light

I am so tired and just need to talk. I just need someone out there to listen and care. I just need to make it all stop. I don't even see the light in life any more. I am so tired. I work and go to school. Support my bro and my hubby-niether work. I strive to be perfect but tend to fail. Getting up is so hard these days. Any suggestions.......................



please...........................

Sounds like you deserve some time for yourself.

I've often felt similarly to what your feeling. Therapy and medication has helped me.

Sometimes I just need to cry or be a child and let myself be perfectly imperfect. Children 'fail' all the time and we don't judge them because they're learning and we don't expect them to know it all. We don't have to know it all as an adult either. Try taking a bubble bath with candles and rubber duckies if you can and just be a little girl.

Sending you a hug. (((((mtaylor)))))

((((( mt )))))

You have a lot on your plate. No wonder you feel tired. I totally agree with WinterRose...some time for YOU is in order.

I hope you can find some relief soon! And remember, the last perfect person was crucified....we are NOT meant to be perfect. We are meant to be human.

*Gentle Hugs*
J

thank you..good idea...too bad my tub is itsy bitsy...lol
i am glad you responded...you will never know.....

hugs right back.
THANK YOU!

i agree. get some time away from the guys, school and work. go for a walk or read a book, get your nails done- anything. just find some selfish time and dont feel guilty about it. you deserve it. you work hard.

Trust me there is plenty of light.I am in the same boat.My husband has had a life long battle with drugs.Got clean finally.We were hit by Katrina and all looked hopeless.But things turned around and were good for a while.Had some ups and downs and he started drinking for a short time.I confronted him when I had proof of this and I hope it was just a short fall from the wagon but he is in that depression again.I feel like I am his mother not his wife and sometimes I am consumed by his problems.I am concerned he is bi polar(mildly).But I have to stay focused on me and can't get too caught up in it.Sometimes we have to put ourselves first.