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#851
Feb 24, 2019, 02:39 AM
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Sadhugs everyone, I’m feeling under the weather again, freaking mood swings, grrrr, just need to adjust again, the screws I guess
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#852
Feb 24, 2019, 07:33 AM
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#853
Feb 24, 2019, 07:45 AM
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#854
Feb 24, 2019, 07:47 AM
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#855
Feb 25, 2019, 08:13 AM
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#856
Feb 25, 2019, 08:14 AM
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#857
Feb 25, 2019, 09:02 AM
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#858
Feb 25, 2019, 09:07 AM
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#859
Feb 25, 2019, 09:08 AM
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#860
Feb 26, 2019, 10:01 AM
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#861
Feb 27, 2019, 09:33 AM
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#862
Feb 27, 2019, 09:34 AM
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#863
Mar 02, 2019, 02:53 AM
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When the mind is pure and tranquil, we have arrived in Pureland.
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#864
Mar 02, 2019, 02:54 AM
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Do not underestimate yourself; , everyone has unlimited potential.
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#865
Mar 02, 2019, 03:57 AM
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I've learned to embrace my dark moods. They are like a guilty pleasure, is how I decided to look at them. I will lock my bedroom door, give the hubby not to bother me no matter what speech, grab either a beer or small glass of expensive scotch, turn off all the lights, light candles all over the room, prepare my favorite/chosen music play list, go into my bathroom or the middle of the room, sit on the floor in my warmest socks, cozy pjs, turn off the phone and cut myself off from the world. And then, I will either, depending on my mood, put on headphones, sit and play my music, sit, sip my beverage and stare. I will revel in my time of being "blue" with tears falling down my cheeks, weeping non stop to each song and torturing myself with the past moments that hurt.
This activity can go on from a couple of hours to a record 3 days. I just lean into the misery. And at the end of every session, I feel better about everything. It cleanses my spirit and feeds my dysfunctional nature I've overcome, but still am compelled to visit. It's a healthy, safe way to work anything out that I need to think about. I know it sounds sick to alot of people, but I am aware of the reality of who I am and what the score is. A technicality I'm prepared to hide wildly behind. Like the most famous head case of all time, Hunter S. Thompson said, "This is the fast lane folks....and some of us like it here." |
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#866
Mar 02, 2019, 04:11 AM
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#867
Mar 02, 2019, 04:13 AM
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#868
Mar 02, 2019, 04:15 AM
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#869
Mar 02, 2019, 04:16 AM
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#870
Mar 02, 2019, 04:16 AM
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#871
Mar 02, 2019, 04:17 AM
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#872
Mar 02, 2019, 04:23 AM
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#873
Mar 02, 2019, 04:24 AM
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#874
Mar 03, 2019, 04:42 AM
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Happiness is experienced when your life gives you what you are willing to accept. – Ken Keyes Jr
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#875
Mar 03, 2019, 08:42 AM
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__________________
Crazy, inside and aside Meds: bye bye meds CPTSD and some sort of depression and weird perceptions "Outwardly: dumbly, I shamble about, a thing that could never have been known as human, a
thing whose shape is so alien a travesty that humanity becomes more obscene for the vague resemblance." I have no mouth and I must scream -Harlan Ellison- |
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