i cant do it
i cant get up to go to work
just the thought of having to act
to put this all aside
its too much energy that i just dont have
count down till my day off
i know i'll take one soon
but the hurt it causes
for me not to be able
to help out others
makes me mad
i want to be well
i want to be fine
i want to be able to be there for them
the need someone who can help
not someone who is sick as well
im at a loss
i dont know what to do

[sickntired]

your words echo my exact thoughts,incredible!!

Dont think that you are not helping others,you helped me just by letting me know that I dont stand alone,so thankyou.

[Juliana]

[sabby]

(((((((((bronee))))))))))))

I couldn't have said anything better myself! Git outta me head woman! It's not safe in there!!

I ended up staying home today as it was just too difficult to get out of the house. I never dressed, I never showered. i just sat here feeling like crap all day with my head telling me what a worthless piece of crap I am for staying home.

I hope so much that this feeling passes for you and tomorrow will be brighter and happier for you. Hang in there sweety...I'm right there with ya!


Hugssssss
J